rulyrical

bloody f'ing hell...should be in pomona, but damn is it hotter then hell...now i'll just have to wait to next month for the body art expo...thinking about a necklace that ends with a sort of tribal design that says two words depending on how you look at it...should call up my artist down south to see if he's coming to the bay...another tat, another year

a week of graveyard, back to swing, and a drive to anahiem for the tattoo convention. i really need a break and damn if half the year has already gone by and nothing to show for. just have to figure out where a good place to put the tattoo at. this is the first of three conventions i'll hit this year. the second is the...
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1 day before taxes and this sucks. damn tax boards and auditors wanting their damn money back. i work too damn hard for all the money i earn, we all do. why can't they just take money from the rich and give it to the poor. like a modern day robin hood. well, poker night is coming up. maybe i can steal some money from...
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working swing is a whole different life style. yeah you get to stay out late and sleep in, but damn this weather shift. hot as hell in the morning this week keeps waking my ass up. on the other hand, i work a couple hours and then chill and watch a couple of movies or hit the stores around my work. and there's also the...
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this weekend sucked.....nothing to do but to sit in and watch movies.....then i switch my trigger on my gun and now the hammer won't cock back.....and to top it off.....i wake up forgetting that i got to go to work today.....either the weekend went by to fast or i'm losing my mind.....sometimes i don't know, whether i'm really alive or just watching one crazy dream...
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all my life people have called me crazy. they've called stupid. they've called me moronic, sick in the head or just plain sick. i always get funny looks when i'm the only one smoking outside while it's pissing like hell. i'm just someone that needs a smoke at certain times, no matter what the weather.


"When something is gained, something is always lost
It is...
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another week.....another pay check

still can't find any fulfillment in my life

and now there's a criminal sex offender living down the way. this town is going to shit. there's bad energy in the air. probably going to wake up to a homicide in the near future. how do they pick the town where this person is going to live? i just feel it in...
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as many times i wake to dark and gloomy clouds

as many times i wake to pouring rain against my window

as many times i wake and have the feeling to not get up at all

i see a break in the sky and the sun peaks it's rays onto the earth

that brings me hope.....

hope that there will be better days in the...
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we had a full moon thanksgiving.....it's only fitting that we have a full moon christmas.....

trust
can be a tricky thing
it can work in your favor
and at times crush your spirit
to trust someone is to
believe in them
cherish every word they say
every promise they make to you
but when that trust is betrayed
a feeling of rage can overcome you...
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here is so doodling i did this week:

demons & saints, devils & angels
we cannot live without the other
why? you might ask
if the devils scoured this earth eventually
nature would wither up and die
wildlife would cease to undure
and the world would be put in a chaotic state
with no right to wrong
if the angels floated throughout this earth eventually...
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