Friday Aug 15, 2003

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And then one day
All the city blew away
The skys were cleared
The waters clensed
And this became
Humanities beautiful end
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Dunno made it up on the spot. Thanks Diobolita your journal sparked this little diddy kiss This is my dream so don't make fun of it tongue tongue

ARRR!!!

Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

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Sideways
Sometimes
Somethings
Fell like
I'm on the other side
Waves of everything ever felt
It screams
I can see
The blackest hours
The new flesh
Give it to me
I can take
I've become
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*edit* Shit I probably shoulda sighted that huh. lol cause it's not mine. It's Nine Inch Nails - The New Flesh. I'll put up the only poem I'm willing...
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tigress:
*applause* I likes!!! I like your poetic style!

I write but don't share because it's always depressive and morbid. hahahaha!!! tongue

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tigress:
how did I not notice that?? lol tongue

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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OMG. Ignore the fucking last post. I need new friends in a bad way. I've been up since 8am looking to do something. I was able to keep myself occupied until about noon by swimming and lazing around and that was fine with me. BUT FUCK. I am just about to go out now at 9pm. Only been waiting 11 hours to do something with...
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Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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Good day ahead of me. Everones coming over and we are all going to swim for the day. Hopefully there will be a lot of people because today seems like a good day for a crowd. I have my camera on the ready and if it doesnt feel like dying I will have some pics up tonight. Until then laters. ARRR!!!
tigress:
at least someone's having a good day lol

have fun for the both of us! tongue

kiss

Monday Aug 11, 2003

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Bored bored bored. How's everyone doing? Hrmmmm. Yeah I'm just wasting time lol. I found out I'm going to back Mexico in the spring. And if I get a job soon I will be going to back Hawaii this winter break. I absolutely love to travel. I want to go to Australia some day. Anyone want to come? ARRR!!!

------ Finally got a few pics up...
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tigress:
sounds like a good deal to me!

kiss

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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Hmmmm back from Chelan. Fun fun fun. Cliff's, Kyaks, Boats, Wakeboards, Snorkels, Waterfall pools, fishing, frisbees. Great fucking weekend. My college is over till September. I still don't have a job. Life is great tongue
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drake:
ok, good advice!

...if i point my toes when i jump, will i pencil straight down to the bottom? robot
ruiner:
Lol well that too. But when you land feet flat you create a larger hole in the water for the rest of your body. If you point you toes the water is likley to rush up your chest and slap you in the face lol. It doesnt feel good.

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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I don't have much to say. But I will say something about words. What are they really besides the imagination of humans, our way of labeling things? Truthfully I think they are nothing if you think when a person is talking it's just words. When we speak all we hear or see is the concrete materiel world before us. Does anyone stop and think those...
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tigress:
It's a way to convey or represent our thoughts or at least try to. Yeah, I guess in essence it is labeling. But it's our way of communicating with and trying to understand one another.
One question though...If I'm writing what I'm thinking then doesn't that mean I am thinking in words and not pure thought? Images may be pure thought, but the written word isn't....I''ve managed to thoroughly confuse myself. lol tongue

I will say this though:
I thought of this poem early this morning. It was about 2 am. I couldn't sleep. I was completely restless and just lying there lifeless thinking about words and which ones I should put together and which ones I should leave as lonely symbols to represent what and how I feel. I think the thought process was more interesting than anything. My mind was in overdrive for some reason.
I was thinking of feelings and tears. how they just go together hand in hand. When someone is overjoyed or overwhelmed they cry. All these things were going through my mind. I was thinking of love itself as a seperate entity. I always thought of love as a feeling. Like an emotion but I realized that's not really what it is. I don't believe it's a feeling, but rather an embodiment of feelings. It's something we channel. We taint love by being human. We attach things to it and distort it, but the love itself is a beautiful and unique thing.


a lot more but I have a party to go to so..peace, love and sex!
kiss kiss


Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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GAH! It's fucking cloudy today. No rain. No sign of a thunder storm. frown It makes me mad when it's just cloudy, I mean it's still 85 degrees out but if it's not going to rain or theres no storm I want the sun. Oh well not much I can do about it. I'm bored again. I had a bunch of people over and we went...
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tigress:
Lately it's been up and down for me. I'm in a state of confusion. No job. sucks! but I had the whole summer to have fun so I'm not gonna complain smile

Everyone's a hypocrite in some way or another.

Funny, last year I went to a tech school and then after I finished I realised that it wasn't what I wanted to do. oh well, at least I can fix my own comp lol
Friends are the best aren't they???? I love mine to death!!!! It's part of the reason I'm hesitating to leave here.
It was another rainy day. Another smile faded, and everyone is jaded. ok, my mind is wandering from me again.

oh yeah, glad u liked the pics. I felt kinda awkward taking them though. More to come soon. How do you know I wouldn't wanna see pics of ya?? wink


kiss

Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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Sometimes I worry about myself.

Quote: If you can hear a piano fall, you can hear me coming down the hall - Jack White

ARRR!!!
tigress:
I don't have to worry about myself . everyone around me does that for me tongue

kiss
tigress:
I was gonna do something but I would've regretted it so I'm glad I didn't. Why am I telling you? cuz you were in my thoughts when I was about to do it.

ANyway, I put up some new pics! biggrin

I'm bored and hungry and horny kiss

Monday Aug 04, 2003

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Hrmmm I'm fucking bored frown. Oh well. Almost all my friends are out of town this week, all but like one. I think I'm just gonna leave town as well for the hell of it. Maybe go to Seattle, but more than likley I will end up at Lake Chelan now that my board is all ready to go again. Fuck I wish I was...
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desdenova:
don't get me wrong, there's alot of stuff I love about Seattle. I've been to quite a few places but this is still probably one of the most beautiful. The city itself is just getting too played out, and alot of the people here kind of suck. Its home though and i can't leave it for long
kayla_:
damn, you're a sweetheart smile kiss

Sunday Aug 03, 2003

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So god damn drained of all energy. Gotta love that. Had a good solitary weekend. Only time I was really with people is when I went wake boarding and I did that a lot but that was just to board. Other than that I went off on my own hiking and kyaking and shit like that. Theres nothing more relaxing then a long boat drive...
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desdenova:
I'm kind of starting to get sick of Seattle, I think i'm going to move soon. Thanks for bothering to comment, by the way.
tigress:
LMAO!!! shit dude, my eyes are tearing now. that was fucking hilarious! can't wait to see ur new pics wink Hopefully by the end of the week I'll have new pics up.

xoxo
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