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Wow....
that piece is truly amazing...
*thunks self in head*
i sooo wish i had realized or put 2 & 2 together
and realized you had paintings...
while the black widows were collaberating w/ artists at the chez paree space...
many dancers were letting artists sketch them, etc...
maan....
beautiful! i love the moon & the lady

I don't know why you'd even consider a first date with a hippie! Patchouli???

An outdoor hammock?

He doesn't even like my chick friends, so I don't think it would matter...

Streetmuse told me ealier what gelding means, btw...Makes perfect sense now...

Where have you been and why haven't you updated, sir?

Of course I didn't cancel the modeling gig! It was for one of two life drawing groups I model for on a regular basis, and it was fun. The guy who runs the group reads short stories to me from the New Yorker during the longer poses, and the people are really interesting to talk to, so it was actually a good distraction from my freaked out state. I love those guys.

I jog every day, but rowing for three hours a day is a bit more challenging...Fucking unused muscle groups...

Yeah, I realize that the secretive thing is really just another manifesitation of the fact that I don't like the person I'm with...I'm hoping it's a faze or something...

I totally had a crush on Kevin Spacey in the Usual Suspects...Very gross, I know...

I just read July 19th journal entry and it makes me shaky...Cutting off part of your gums? Don't they know you need your fucking gums? Every fucking inch...Oh dude, that scares me...Did your dentist give you the thingy that holds a toothpick? I'm obsessed with my gums, so my doctor gave me that and asked me to leave him alone and not call with anymore questions...Toothpick = high-tech dentistry apparently...

Is Bad Taste the Peter Jackson film? I didn't click the link because, I don't know, I'm lame, I have no idea...Anyways, yeah, I've seen it, but now I can't remember why I'm telling you that...

Yeah, I know what you mean...I have an aunt who is a lesbian, and I think of her whenever I see chick on chick action...When I say "cool," I mean right on, good for you, not "I gotta get in the mix of that."

My aunt looks just like Billie Jean King...

Oh my god, having a root canal is my biggest fear in the world...I would totally lose it if a drill was inside my mouth...I'm teeth obsessed...Total OCD, but I don't have any cavities...

I had braces when I was a teenager, and my dentist told me if I didn't brush after every meal, I would get cavities on the front of my teeth where the brackets were...I was the only 14 year old girl who took a toothbrush with her to class...Why am I telling you this?

Yeah, addicts are silly and boring, but he was easy on the eyes and had a nice suite, so I overlooked the rest of it...

Thanks for the B'day wishes, lovey...