Things are going pretty good and life is starting to find the tracks I think it should have found years ago...can't complain though...guess things happen for a reason and all the bad times just teach us that much more to apreciate the good times...right?
I was alone with 3 zombies since 2008...got my life back together after the hell I lived in for years...Thanks to the support of my friends who gave me the strenght to get away from it and stay as far as possible...it's never easy to do something like that...especially when you really don't have any family who would support you...raising up 3 kids on your own, going to school at the same time among everything else is fucking scary I'd say...but I survived and was able to somehow keep my head together during the hard times and was able to raise up 3 beautiful children, finish my studies with best grades, got myself a great job...
This year is again about changes...good ones though...at least so far
My future husband moved to Finland a bit over a month ago and he is loving it...getting used to the weather and got himself a GREAT job...he is now head chef of a little Italian Bistro in Helsinki...I'm so proud of him.
He has made me learn to apreciate all the little things in life and how to be happy...believe me..I'm a doomy sad fuck...but he has made me seen the positive sides of everything.
I love him so much...I never thought I could find my soulmate...and now I have gold in my hands...NO...more than that...someone who can share my life with me and turn it to ours.
During the years I've had issues when it comes to trusting people, cuz so many of them has fucked me over...with him I'm trying to get rid of it...and I'm doing pretty good...
Seriously...who leaves 27years in USA, 2 jobs, sells car, give house away and move from Ventura;California to this freakin cold hellhole called Finland...For a girl and her 3 zombies...ya...no one...Except My Best Friend, My Soulmate, My Love and My future Husband <3
GAWD!!! Sorry...had to vent...think I just needed to see that in written so I can truly realize, that what I now have in my hands is something that most people would die for.
and then to the other subject...
I've been working on few projects and now looking for a photographer...you don't have to be a professional if you know your way around the camera.
Hope everyone is having a great weekend.
Live life to the fullest, Love, Peace In <3
XXXXXX
RUE
I was alone with 3 zombies since 2008...got my life back together after the hell I lived in for years...Thanks to the support of my friends who gave me the strenght to get away from it and stay as far as possible...it's never easy to do something like that...especially when you really don't have any family who would support you...raising up 3 kids on your own, going to school at the same time among everything else is fucking scary I'd say...but I survived and was able to somehow keep my head together during the hard times and was able to raise up 3 beautiful children, finish my studies with best grades, got myself a great job...
This year is again about changes...good ones though...at least so far
My future husband moved to Finland a bit over a month ago and he is loving it...getting used to the weather and got himself a GREAT job...he is now head chef of a little Italian Bistro in Helsinki...I'm so proud of him.
He has made me learn to apreciate all the little things in life and how to be happy...believe me..I'm a doomy sad fuck...but he has made me seen the positive sides of everything.
I love him so much...I never thought I could find my soulmate...and now I have gold in my hands...NO...more than that...someone who can share my life with me and turn it to ours.
During the years I've had issues when it comes to trusting people, cuz so many of them has fucked me over...with him I'm trying to get rid of it...and I'm doing pretty good...
Seriously...who leaves 27years in USA, 2 jobs, sells car, give house away and move from Ventura;California to this freakin cold hellhole called Finland...For a girl and her 3 zombies...ya...no one...Except My Best Friend, My Soulmate, My Love and My future Husband <3
GAWD!!! Sorry...had to vent...think I just needed to see that in written so I can truly realize, that what I now have in my hands is something that most people would die for.
and then to the other subject...
I've been working on few projects and now looking for a photographer...you don't have to be a professional if you know your way around the camera.
Hope everyone is having a great weekend.
Live life to the fullest, Love, Peace In <3
XXXXXX
RUE
deefrank:
SOO you are beautiful...i love your country...
scotty113:
This is a fantastic little blog post. I enjoyed reading it very inspiring and uplifting! Thanks for posting 
very inspiring and uplifting! Thanks for posting