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Saturday Oct 27, 2012

Oct 27, 2012
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We got our first snow few days ago. It's getting cold and I'm trying not to freeze to death and not just cause of the winter, but cause my heart feels like it's lost. Feels like no blankets will help me out on this, no matter how many of them I wrap around me.
The warmth of Los Angeles seems to be a beautiful memory somewhere in the back of my brain, eventhough I've only been here for about a week. I feel like a fish without a water...not able to move, not able to breathe and not able to be me...myself...I.

For some reason my friends in LA seems to think I am an ALIEN <3 Alien with a heart full of diamonds <3
I'm kinda starting to think they might be right...at least with the alien part.
I miss my friends and my loved ones...my VIPs over the seas so much my tiny heart aches. 8 months seems to be a million years away...one lifetime.
At least I still have my memories and no one will ever be able to take them away from me <3 Meanwhile...thank goodness for internet, Skype, whatsapp etc...for without them I'd be lost.

" To be without dreams is to be without hope. To be without hope is to be without purpose. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. "

With Love <3 PEACE IN

RUE
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petit_prince_:
hello finnland smile
we got snow here too and it's f**king cold! damn it's not even november yet...
Oct 29, 2012
ruedemorgue:
Tiny Alien says Thank You <3

Helloooooo Switzerland!!! <3
YA!! Tell me about it!!! Oh my gosh...I was freezing in LA during the night and it was about 86 degrees over there...just makes me wonder how I'm going to survive this winter over here?!?
Oct 29, 2012

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