i think i may be having some sort of nervous breakdown... or on the verge of one...
i called in sick to work the past two days because i've been having chest pains... i think its from stress... probably because i feel like my entire life is spent at work and when i go home all i want to do is sit on the couch and relax... because of that i don't get anything done and then the next morning as i'm getting ready for work i'm running around like a crazy person, tripping over the animals realizing that i have no clean clothes to wear because i sat around when i should have been doing laundry... the kitchen is a mess, the dog is shitting all over the house because i'm at work all day.... i can't take it anymore... i think i'm going to have to talk to someone about cutting back on my hours... because i'm going to be even more stressed out when i start school this summer... i'm going to go crazy, i know it....
i was on the phone with my boyfriend on my way to work today in tears because i didn't want to go... and then when i'm not at work i feel like i'm not having any fun... i'm too tired to have fun... why doesn't it seem like anyone else at work is as stressed as i am? maybe i just can't handle the pressure as much as everyone else...
i'm so sick of it all...
i need a vacation...
somewhere sunny and pretty...
save me.
i called in sick to work the past two days because i've been having chest pains... i think its from stress... probably because i feel like my entire life is spent at work and when i go home all i want to do is sit on the couch and relax... because of that i don't get anything done and then the next morning as i'm getting ready for work i'm running around like a crazy person, tripping over the animals realizing that i have no clean clothes to wear because i sat around when i should have been doing laundry... the kitchen is a mess, the dog is shitting all over the house because i'm at work all day.... i can't take it anymore... i think i'm going to have to talk to someone about cutting back on my hours... because i'm going to be even more stressed out when i start school this summer... i'm going to go crazy, i know it....
i was on the phone with my boyfriend on my way to work today in tears because i didn't want to go... and then when i'm not at work i feel like i'm not having any fun... i'm too tired to have fun... why doesn't it seem like anyone else at work is as stressed as i am? maybe i just can't handle the pressure as much as everyone else...
i'm so sick of it all...
i need a vacation...
somewhere sunny and pretty...
save me.
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You should come to Southern California and SoBeIt and I can take you to Disneyland and you can get away from everything for awhile!!
Hang in there - it will get better soon!
Love and Winx from Jinxi
I know how it is having a job that gives nothing back metally or emotionally, which makes you wonder if its even worth the money. I think you should definitely tell your boss that the work load is too intense. And make the point that if they overwork you, you coudl get sick and that is not in their best interest. Or somthing like that. Its always good to turn it aroudn on them and make them realize how it bad for tehir business as well as your sanity.
Cleaning is a bitch huh. bleh.
Good luck hun.