rudee

i don't like people... i really don't... a lot of people are assholes... and i have no need for them... sometimes i wish that i could take my boyfriend and my closest friends and move far far away... actually, i think i'd take my mom too... and the dog and cat, but she can take care of them while i hang out with my favorite people... hehe... i think tahiti would be a good place to go...

yesterday was mine and my boyfriends 4 year anniversary... he drove me to work in SF, and waited for me in the city until it was time to pick me up... sometimes i wonder why he does these things for me, i'm not that special... i went out for dinner and drinks with friends from work the other day and he drove me and then picked me up later so i could drink and have fun... hes too sweet to me... i always tell him that... my friend Lily said that we're so cute it makes her want to "barf"... i thought that was funny...

we didn't have plans for our anniversary... there has been too much going on lately, so we just decided to keep it simple... we went out to Claim Jumper and ate ridiculous amounts of food... it was lovely... we still haven't exchanged presents.... i was going to get him one of those new PSP's, but his parents beat me to it... i'll figure something out...

my dad sent me money the other day... which is weird for me, he didn't even get me a birthday present the past two years... he sent a letter with the check saying that hes sorry he hasn't been a good dad, and that i'm the best daughter a dad could ask for and that hes proud of me... it made me cry, which pissed me off... now i don't know how to respond to it... i have to call him back and thank him, i just don't know what to say about the letter... i don't want to get all emotional on the phone... bah... i guess i'll just have to figure something out...

i can't think of anything else interesting to report... if i do, i'll just edit later....