@rambo @missy
I pretty much always feel good but even that has highs and lows.
This Tuesday I spent the day with my mom at the hospital for her scans. To see how her cancer is progressing or hopefully regressing.
She went this Thursday with my brother and got better than expected results. Her last scan showed a whole slew of new spots on her body including a big one on her collar bone. This time the one on her collar bone shrunk to the point that it's almost gone and her other areas have either stopped growing or they think they may have shrunk a little. So of all the things that have made me happy this by far has made me the happiest in long time.
My mom really hates the chemo. She wanted to stop so often. But this shows its working for her even though it's torturing the shit out of her. And she doesn't seem to want to eat sometimes. I have tried to convince her to smoke some weed. But she won't. She's a little brainwashed by society. I don't see how the pharmacy grade heroine they give her is better than weed or less addicting. I'm not telling her stop taking her pain killers, just to supplement it with some weed so she eats more often. Either way, I'm real happy and it might show in some of my comments on sets or blogs.
