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Thursday May 05, 2005

May 5, 2005
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Driving home from quite the late night last night, I wanted nothing more at one particular moment than to shut my eyes, and let go of the wheel. Just to see the physical destruction of my carelessness. To see the realness of it, rather than just expiriencing the emotion. I wanted my recklessness to materialize into something that would be felt by many a people.....

....I then started thinking about something- no, no, dwelling on it actually, because I mulled it over for the remaining 45 minutes of my drive- that I wanted to share with you guys last week. Last week, when I was too ill to write anything with real clarity, that is. Hopefully now, it MAY make some sense.

I've just come to despise people who have an agenda. In particular, those who argue for the sake of ruffling your feathers. It seems that it is SO hard to form any type of opinion on any subject matter these days, because, lurking behind every corner of thought is someone waiting to accordian your ideas. Some ass hole would love nothing more than to make you feel less of a human for even blinking an eyelid at an idea. I don't shy away from a challenge, mind you, but it's becoming increasingly difficult to figure out just who any of us are for the simple fact that there may be issues put aside for fear of being battered.

Perhaps you all see things differently. IF that is the case, PLEASE feel welcomed to jot down in the comments dept. any opposing ideas, as I want people to feel that they can express pretty much anything on my page.

In other news, health seems to be getting SOMEwhat better, but I coughed a lot today, which sucked. Dunno if it was the pollen or what the deal was, but man, were my lungs giving me a hard time! Oh, and I saw Sin City. Rad. That's it. Just...Rad!
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gersguy:
Yeah at the Grange......I just help out there watching the kids. Some of the neighbors don't like the concerts going on and complain. So, some of us older people go down and watch over things. No biggy.
May 7, 2005
giddyiguana:
Hey now...some of my favorite conversations begin with "Now, you see, here's the thing." But what I'm assuming you're talking about isn't debating for debate's sake. You're talking about those people who are more along the lines of "I'm right and you're wrong and here's why..."

In that case, I agree with you. biggrin
May 7, 2005

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