Life is a whirlwind of events and emotions and deadlines....
...I never anticipted the work load I have seemed to aquire in my english class. In fact, I am reconsidering my major, and leaning more in the direction of being a music major, though, my parents seem to see me as a marketing major. So many descisions. In my mind, I had always critisized those who, in college, were major flip floppers. now, I know.....
The Beastie Boys have released yet ANOTHER greatest hits album
I mean, I am a huge supporter of that band, all the way back from License to Ill, however, The sound of Science was a HUGE album, and I think that in one underestimated swoop of that album's past success, and in one HUGE money making venture, this album was birthed. Oh well, I am not their producer, nor their manager, nor their creative right brains, sooooo, I will just buy the album and remember happier, high school days 
Work....well, what can one say about work? It would not be called work if it was "fun" now would it be? I think that, just as I have always been, I am a big picture viewer. I am really questioning my position at the art store because, well, where is it going to take me in the future? I mean, it's not some big deal high end exec job where I am making a six figure income. Hell, some days, it feels as though I am barely making Five figures. I need to work at a record store. Now, if I could just find one that wasnt run by some washed up, middle aged flookey playing mega power trips and end's meat, dangle their pay in front of their noses games. In my warmest, wildest dreams....
Love is simply grand. I am in one of the better relationships that I have experienced in my ripe young age of 22. I mean, this dude FEELS things. He speaks on things, he'll argue his point, yet takes the time to consider and understand mine. He will take his time in my hurried bustle of school and work and art, and he will hold my hand and pick up the pieces when it seems they are slipping out from in between the cracks of my fingers. I have wanted a relationship like this for the longest time, because I knew it was out there. He wants to be a police officer. No, not becasue he is an ass hole with some ego trip to satisfy....no, he cares....he knows it's an important job, not just some oppertunity to tell some kids to get a job or make racial slurs. I am in love with this man, and I wish that all of my closest of freinds could find the kind of love I've found. Most of them deserve it....
I gbot BLONDE highlights in my hair tonight, as well as purchased some new kicks. Lovin' both, and I will certainly have pics of both for you lovely people in the coming two days.
Also, I have not been "tagged" persay, but I figured it was time to let you people in on some things about me, perhaps I've not delved into in the past....
1. When there is a lull at work, I like to gaze out onto the urban landscape that surrounds me and watch the animals that are the lawyers, docotors and "desperate houswives" brave their concrete jungle.
2. I love dirt.
3. I miss playing Sonic the Hedgehog on SEGA every afternoon.
4. I have always wanted to be more than I am, and have always thought that maybe someday I could be.
5. The Rolling Stones's "Angie" and "Wild Horses" makes me cry. Everytime.
6. I am really contradictive. Sometimes.
7. I am in love.
8. I am scared becasue I am so in love.
9. I wish I were a better writter, artist...Hell, I wish that I had ONE talent instead of so many interests!
10. I had wrote, in pencil. this list at work first. We were slow.
11. I like antiques, though I own not a single one.
12. I don't just Love dirt, I LOVE dirt- I love baltimore City, I love the dust that settles on my car when I roll past construction sites, I want to be in Austin....
13. I hate my job. In fact, Id love to never have to turn my time over to an establishment only to recieve payment via "chump change", ever again!
14. Menace2sobriety is my best freind (in real life), TheFreak is my best freind (in internet life), BashtheBish is the greatest freind from across the deep blue atlantic and sohowyoudoin3581 is the man I speak so fondly of, being the center of my admiration.
15. I prefer the Mercedes S or E class over any other luxury car, though the Cadilliac DeVille makes my panties a lil soggy
16. I believe in God.
17. I am one of "Those People" weirded out by clowns.
18. I call hair styling stuff "Product" becasue I freaking can, dammit!
19. I drink miller lite, solely
20. I am still not 100% sure what I want to be when I grow up...
So, that is going to have to be that, my lovelies. I will try to be around a lil more often, but I have some MAJOR writing to accomplish in the next three weeks (14 papers in three weeks, wish me luck!) Talk soon, and I hope everyone had a filling, pig out time this past turkey day! 
...I never anticipted the work load I have seemed to aquire in my english class. In fact, I am reconsidering my major, and leaning more in the direction of being a music major, though, my parents seem to see me as a marketing major. So many descisions. In my mind, I had always critisized those who, in college, were major flip floppers. now, I know.....
The Beastie Boys have released yet ANOTHER greatest hits album
I mean, I am a huge supporter of that band, all the way back from License to Ill, however, The sound of Science was a HUGE album, and I think that in one underestimated swoop of that album's past success, and in one HUGE money making venture, this album was birthed. Oh well, I am not their producer, nor their manager, nor their creative right brains, sooooo, I will just buy the album and remember happier, high school days
Work....well, what can one say about work? It would not be called work if it was "fun" now would it be? I think that, just as I have always been, I am a big picture viewer. I am really questioning my position at the art store because, well, where is it going to take me in the future? I mean, it's not some big deal high end exec job where I am making a six figure income. Hell, some days, it feels as though I am barely making Five figures. I need to work at a record store. Now, if I could just find one that wasnt run by some washed up, middle aged flookey playing mega power trips and end's meat, dangle their pay in front of their noses games. In my warmest, wildest dreams....
Love is simply grand. I am in one of the better relationships that I have experienced in my ripe young age of 22. I mean, this dude FEELS things. He speaks on things, he'll argue his point, yet takes the time to consider and understand mine. He will take his time in my hurried bustle of school and work and art, and he will hold my hand and pick up the pieces when it seems they are slipping out from in between the cracks of my fingers. I have wanted a relationship like this for the longest time, because I knew it was out there. He wants to be a police officer. No, not becasue he is an ass hole with some ego trip to satisfy....no, he cares....he knows it's an important job, not just some oppertunity to tell some kids to get a job or make racial slurs. I am in love with this man, and I wish that all of my closest of freinds could find the kind of love I've found. Most of them deserve it....
I gbot BLONDE highlights in my hair tonight, as well as purchased some new kicks. Lovin' both, and I will certainly have pics of both for you lovely people in the coming two days.
Also, I have not been "tagged" persay, but I figured it was time to let you people in on some things about me, perhaps I've not delved into in the past....
1. When there is a lull at work, I like to gaze out onto the urban landscape that surrounds me and watch the animals that are the lawyers, docotors and "desperate houswives" brave their concrete jungle.
2. I love dirt.
3. I miss playing Sonic the Hedgehog on SEGA every afternoon.
4. I have always wanted to be more than I am, and have always thought that maybe someday I could be.
5. The Rolling Stones's "Angie" and "Wild Horses" makes me cry. Everytime.
6. I am really contradictive. Sometimes.
7. I am in love.
8. I am scared becasue I am so in love.
9. I wish I were a better writter, artist...Hell, I wish that I had ONE talent instead of so many interests!
10. I had wrote, in pencil. this list at work first. We were slow.
11. I like antiques, though I own not a single one.
12. I don't just Love dirt, I LOVE dirt- I love baltimore City, I love the dust that settles on my car when I roll past construction sites, I want to be in Austin....
13. I hate my job. In fact, Id love to never have to turn my time over to an establishment only to recieve payment via "chump change", ever again!
14. Menace2sobriety is my best freind (in real life), TheFreak is my best freind (in internet life), BashtheBish is the greatest freind from across the deep blue atlantic and sohowyoudoin3581 is the man I speak so fondly of, being the center of my admiration.
15. I prefer the Mercedes S or E class over any other luxury car, though the Cadilliac DeVille makes my panties a lil soggy
16. I believe in God.
17. I am one of "Those People" weirded out by clowns.
18. I call hair styling stuff "Product" becasue I freaking can, dammit!
19. I drink miller lite, solely
20. I am still not 100% sure what I want to be when I grow up...
So, that is going to have to be that, my lovelies. I will try to be around a lil more often, but I have some MAJOR writing to accomplish in the next three weeks (14 papers in three weeks, wish me luck!) Talk soon, and I hope everyone had a filling, pig out time this past turkey day!
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