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Wednesday Nov 02, 2005

Nov 2, 2005
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I see the page turning....

...Life has been insane for me for the last couple of weeks, as you all know. Lately, however, I see a shift of sorts begining to unfold before my very eyes. It's like life is getting ready to hurl me into another universe and I am in the process of preparation (no, I am not talking about hemroids, get your minds out of the nasty... whatever ). Basically, as I am approaching this process, and though I have always been an advocate of change and embracing it, I am scared. Er, well, not scared so much as unsure. Situations in my life are changing and it feels weird. It's almost as if someone has sewn on another limb, or that I have aquired some bountiful amount of money and I have no idea what to do with these things. I can feel it in the deepest part of my chest cavity. It's like there is this infinite space occupying my chest, and all of these new ideas and feelings are starting to hone in....I know it will be exciting once I figure out what to do with myself. I am sure of this. Oh, also, Love is grand, just grand... wink biggrin

How are all of you??? kiss
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midfuckepiphany:
yeah, sorry, deadline madness till tuesday & then some family drama. things should be calmer now tho.
*insert emoticon of fist in air*
(not sure exactly why)
Nov 3, 2005
memyselfandi:
Well, all this change for you is just beautiful. It's almost like a metamorphisis, isn't it? I think changes like this only come around a few times in life, so you should embrace them when they do. Sometimes they're good, and sometimes bad, but you alway learn and grow from them.

Yes, I think I will be moving on from SG when my account is up in December. I've met some cool people like you, but I don't get much out of it anymore. We should definately keep in touch, though. You and the new love in you life are always welcome to visit, and stay with me and empathy_girl.

By the way, we are going to see G. Love and Special Sauce tomorrow. I can't wait! smile
Nov 5, 2005

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