rude_ruca

Sigh....This month has been full of loss. I am too emotionally exhausted to really go into detail. I will try to pull something together tommarrow night when I have some down time. Finally. BUT! Just in case any of you are wondering, no, the boy and I are still together. He's been great...

In the 'humble' words of Alice Cooper...


"Well we got no choice
All the girls and boys
Makin all that noise
'Cause they found new toys
Well we can't salute ya
Can't find a flag
If that don't suit ya
That's a drag

School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces

No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty...
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I got's me some big ol bawls! Lawdy, they big!...

...So, any other day, and I may have just giggled. However, this happened on not only Mother's day, a day of pink and white and hearts and mushy gross shit, that is IF you like your mother. But nevertheless, it was mother's day. Oh, and I was coming off of my sixth day of work...
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Scared Shitless.....


...Ok, maybe not SO scared. I, afterall, have bigger perverbial balls than MOST of my male coworkers. Therefore a little move-out-in-less-than-two-weeks-becasue-of-angry-father-with-limited-notice action isn't SO bad! More than anything, it's not so much my determination, or lack thereof, that will determine whether I live in my car or not. No, unfortunately, I have to slightly rely on some other people, namely my hairdresser and...
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LAMER than lame, even....


...I have been bad about keeping up with the Jones' 'round these parts lately, and it's mostly been due to the fact that life has been handing me options. Seems that my 'social life' goes through these spurts of uncontrolable madness, only to have the dust settle quicky soon there after. Currently waiting for the bottom to drop out. Hopefully the...
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"These feelings won't go away
they been knockin' me sideways

I keep thinkin' in a moment that
time will take them away

But these feelin's won't go away"

-Citizen Cope

SO, it's official ::insert girl squeal::. No more inexplicable, stomach lining tingling feelings. It's Love. And, it's gooooood.

Same Page? Pshhhhht, I'm not even on the night stand, brother..... Ohhhh, snap!

Actually, it's not that bad, it's just that I am starting to feel that looming, stomach lining coated feeling that tugs right about on the bottom of your heart (possibly even sternum?). No, I am almost positive that it is not acid reflux (though with all of my most recent drinking activities,...
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First off...THANK YOU'S, THANK YOU'S, THANK YOU'S GUYS for all of the birthday wishes!!!! You guys freakin rock-ed my socks! AND I am sorry that I could not send a personal message back to each and everyone of you. I know, just know that makes me look like an ungrateful fool, but on the day of my birthday, throughout the day, whenever I would sign...
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There really are just TOO many bands out there....

...Picked up some musical goodies, kinda, over the weekend. Bought The Editors "The Back Room, YYY's newest and Anti-Flag's "For Blood and Empire"-UBER political release. Out of the three, a quick synopsis, if you will, YYY's is ALRIGHT, some OK harder hits, but just seemed like extensions of the song "Maps" from their previous release. Rather...
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What the FUCK am I doing?....

....It's only been five days since the last time I gave the ol' fan club an update, but boy does it feel like a lifetime. After a long hard day at work, can you believe all I wanted to do was come home to you people? Yeah, I know, again, please refer to the above begining sentence. However, I...
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That felt good.....Fuck Tha' Noise, that's what I say....stay tooned.....

That's right, kidd-o's, it's BACK to red hair for the ol' Ruca. My stylist did a poo job this last round, and I sincerely beleive it is because she was more concerned with where we were ending up that night, as it was St' Patty's Day the last time she and I not only 'Dyed' together, but also 'Drank' together!

As far as the moving...
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