rude_ruca

Ok, so yeah, didn't LITERALLY throw myself against a brick wall (please refer to last night's post if you've NO CLUE as to what i am talkin' 'bout)....

....Just got really hammered, had some good laughs and giggles with my bro and his dawgs and it was good. Well, it was much better than the start of the night, anyway. Basically, I had dinner/drinks with...
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No more whining....I am gonna go get hammered with my bro and his boys and maybe throw myself up against a brick wall.....thus far, hasn't been the WORST evening ever, but a pretty shitty one......brick wall, here I fuggin come!

GAH! I have written and rewritten this entry four times now....

.....I am just in such a funk that I feel frazzled, confused and frusterated. I mean, even though short, I feel as though the failure of this most recent relationship has just illuminated all of my past relationship mishaps and failures. *Sigh* a girl's work is never done, yknow, that emotional stuff. It didn't...
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Single again. Don't need to go into the gory details, however, this one was the ruiner. Sorry for all of you waitin' on a turn, looks like this kitchen is closed...

So, this past week has consisted of neverending questions in the realm of, "So what's your plan?" and, "Have you found a place to live yet?" and, "Why aren't you being more vigilant and aggressive in your house hunting?". These inquiries have been the buzzing knat or too far gone infection in my ears all fuggin' week. I mean, the reality of "Hey, ya gotta...
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Hey, thanks for all of the support on the school tip, my dudes and dudettes!

Also, will be submitting some stuff for the Baltimore Writer's Project. It's a pub that is still trying to find it's place in this big ol' mean world, but it has mucho potential AND it's a chance for me to FINALLY get something published. If ya wanna check out their...
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haha, my fave SG's are all Brunettes, now. Go figure. I say "Fuck you!" to whoever said blondes have more fun. Eat my butt! tee hee.....

....registered for my classes today. I know, I know, *yawn* but whatever. I am happy. I can't wait for the new semester. It's going to be loads of writing again (English 102, Sociology and Fundementals of music -yknow, JUST...
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Ha-ha! I's be back, BITCHES!!!! Can't get rid of the ol' Ruca THAT easily!!! hehehe, I am as giddy as a twelve year old school girl with a crush and hoped up on Pixie stix straight to the nose!!!!!

Nah, but for real, gotta give a shout out to my mad-fucking-rad BEST freind Menace. He knows how to take care of a home girl!!!! Werd....
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Without going into mindless, blubbering detail, I am back on the happy train and loving every second of it. Thank you again to all of my homies/compadres who were there for me through my endless bitch sessions over the last month or so. The calm has come now that I've weathered the tumultuous storm, and gee golly, what a calm it is...

An oh so...
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...tired as a mutha fuggah...

...Feeling better now that I have ranted and raved. The holiday will sucketh this year.....oh well, almost too drained to care....

...So, This city had always had the potential to go either way with me. Either it would remain a mysterious, electrical, fantasy place, or it would become the hardened, decaying slum that it really is. I finally enveloped myself...
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Ok, first order of business is to rant about this fucking christmas ordeal that extreme leftists have seemd to get their panties in a wad about...

First of all, who the FUCK cares! I mean, as I am getting older, I am finding that I am more middle of the road, politically speaking. And, it's not that I cant appriciate someone being passionate about something....
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Feeling awfully weird this morning and not quite sure I want to go into work..... I'll have a much more lively update tonight about my current working conditions....they are....interesting...