ruckandmaul

this has been a horrible fucking year

So I take it no one plays rugby? Well fuck you guys

rugby. does anyone else play it?

and im back everyone. i still hate you

why write anything here. no one reads it

i really hate you. i do

point proven. no one reads this shit.

being alone is my worst fear that is now a real thing. i hate it. i hate that i am losing every piece of my mind that made me fun to be around and a worth a damn at work. i hate that i ruined things with someone i cared so much for. i hate the deep end of a horrible adult life. ill be...
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being alone is my worst fear that is now a real thing. i dont have the guts to kill myself but i do wish something would kill me

so im now in therapy