My head and heart are in limbo. Nothing makes sense. I get so tired of being so fucking inconsistent. Nothing is one way or the other, like a pendululm it swings. What happened to the laws of attraction: either you like someone or you don't. Right? How can I not know? His heart is in my hands and I'm playing with it because .... because...
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scroobiuspip:
Damn i wish i was in amsterdam right now.
october:
be careful honey 

Edit to update:
I recently joined this swingers site and my friends who are also members just sent me this email as a joke... except to my horror, I didn't realise it was a joke and started making loud heaving noises:
Wot's this a hot young single chick on lounge parties - phwhore (i bet you are )))))
We have been looking for someone like...
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I recently joined this swingers site and my friends who are also members just sent me this email as a joke... except to my horror, I didn't realise it was a joke and started making loud heaving noises:
Wot's this a hot young single chick on lounge parties - phwhore (i bet you are )))))
We have been looking for someone like...
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suicidedoggie:
I particularly liked the "bi (very ." bit! (In fact it still has me laughing.)
Have to say that that email sums up my nightmare prejudices about the swinger scene...
As for the remark about how I experienced you - ha! That will have to wait a while.
Have to say that that email sums up my nightmare prejudices about the swinger scene...
As for the remark about how I experienced you - ha! That will have to wait a while.


dice666:
Ohh thank gawd they were joking! Sorry to sound like a prude but swingers scare me! Fabo pic by the way!

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hologram_____:
Woot! Is that one of the results of Thursday's photoshoot?
In any case, I'm so glad we got to exchange a word or two at the pub, however hectic it was. Thanks for having come out to meet the SGUK circus.
In any case, I'm so glad we got to exchange a word or two at the pub, however hectic it was. Thanks for having come out to meet the SGUK circus.

silveronthetree:
love those tassels

love those tassels
Lots n lots been happening... lots of fun things 'all in the name of work' of course.
This includes:
Going 'location hunting' for the photo shoot with Johnny (former SG member Stifler), involving drinking in various pubs and then having a bottle of champagne in the name of celebrating the launch of the Ruby Rouge website.
Next was the photo shoot which involved prancing around...
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This includes:
Going 'location hunting' for the photo shoot with Johnny (former SG member Stifler), involving drinking in various pubs and then having a bottle of champagne in the name of celebrating the launch of the Ruby Rouge website.
Next was the photo shoot which involved prancing around...
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dice666:
Swingers socail are you for real! Pics sound cool tough! Mwwah ha ha ha phantom
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Sigh....
Manko is a goddess. I would like to sit her on my lap and stroke her like a kitty.
I have been spending way too much time listening to Ray Charles - 'Don't let the sun see you cry', and daydreaming about mushy things ...
Interspersed with some down right filthy things...
O.K Life, its been decided, I'm ready to fall in love again....
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Manko is a goddess. I would like to sit her on my lap and stroke her like a kitty.
I have been spending way too much time listening to Ray Charles - 'Don't let the sun see you cry', and daydreaming about mushy things ...
Interspersed with some down right filthy things...
O.K Life, its been decided, I'm ready to fall in love again....
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perdy:
Have a great time at the shoot, I looked at your site last night, very classy it looks too, well I'm off to Perterborough today to do assessments on some poor unsuspecting people, best a a wiggle on!
the_mekon:
wow..burning man is going to be great! do you just..turn up to it? there are no tickets or anything? i've always got the impression that people just converged on a chosen area in the desert, and the whole festival naturally spanws itself?
yeah the holiday was great. part of me is still there, which is annoying..plans for the summer are glastonbury in june, a week in spain - in the hills near malaga - in july, intespersed with cricket in parks, mushroom jaunts, and larking aboot
you?
x
yeah the holiday was great. part of me is still there, which is annoying..plans for the summer are glastonbury in june, a week in spain - in the hills near malaga - in july, intespersed with cricket in parks, mushroom jaunts, and larking aboot
you?
x
Musings on a Saturday afternoon...
The gods must be on my side.
Whenever I have to get up and go to work after a heavy night, still battered, it always turns out to be a really slow and easy day. I end up eating vast quantities of free food
(today I had: a cup of peppermint tea, a a cup of camomile tea, a portion...
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The gods must be on my side.
Whenever I have to get up and go to work after a heavy night, still battered, it always turns out to be a really slow and easy day. I end up eating vast quantities of free food
(today I had: a cup of peppermint tea, a a cup of camomile tea, a portion...
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cutters:
Nah, not really. I wanted to go for a bicycle ride with my girl. It was pretty nice weather, but when we wanted to leave clouds came in and it started raining.
So we stayed in and rented a movie.
Ever seen "One Man and His Dog"? Its hilarious. Bobby George, the darts player, is in it.
So we stayed in and rented a movie.
Ever seen "One Man and His Dog"? Its hilarious. Bobby George, the darts player, is in it.
bettiebones:
Well, the boyfriend and I had a wee picnic in the park. Watched some old movies at my fav cinema (The GFT in Glasgow). Oh how I missed that place. And spent some time with my nieces. Quite a quiet weekend really. Can't wait to move into my new place and have a big party, yipeeee!!! 3 weeks and counting.
You'll never know.
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bettiebones:
Waaaaaa!!! But I wanna!!!!



ruicosta:
That the scary part...

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bettiebones:
I love those pretty knickers and your beautiful new creations
They are to die for.
I'm all for your world domination. Can I be one of your minions?

I'm all for your world domination. Can I be one of your minions?



perdy:
I love those butterflies....but I can't stop imagining what they'd look like with little motors in them to make the wings flap.....faintly rediculous I feel.
I love getting mail, will have to sort myself out so I can get a package from you
I love getting mail, will have to sort myself out so I can get a package from you

Things that make me happy:
Day dreaming about one day having my very own roman bath
Getting up early and doing yoga.. like today, hooray! hooray for being a healthy, wholesome person!!!
Greeting my my house...hallway, living room etc etc everytime I come back from being away. Being the control freak that I am - LOVING living alone and how everytime I leave and come...
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Day dreaming about one day having my very own roman bath
Getting up early and doing yoga.. like today, hooray! hooray for being a healthy, wholesome person!!!
Greeting my my house...hallway, living room etc etc everytime I come back from being away. Being the control freak that I am - LOVING living alone and how everytime I leave and come...
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scroobiuspip:
Yep. I got afew round that way. I got a bill murray stencil oposit Rokit and just round the corner (towards the station) is my jimmy stewart stencil. Doing a series of posters at the moment. Keep an eye out! They all say scroobius pip on them somewhere.
The market there is great! Bet it was a great place to have a stall. We did greenwich market for a while but it aint as good as it used to be.
The market there is great! Bet it was a great place to have a stall. We did greenwich market for a while but it aint as good as it used to be.

astangaman:
Hey RubyRouge, you are most welcome !
There's some people who are very clever and know all sorts of things about computers and web stuff.
And then there's me.
My website is on the verge of happening...but there's all this complictaed stuff going on, actually it might not even be that complicated but I don't get it.
Not in the slightest.
So I am a tad frustrated.
Gggggggrrrrrrrr.......
Its all pretty exciting...
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And then there's me.
My website is on the verge of happening...but there's all this complictaed stuff going on, actually it might not even be that complicated but I don't get it.
Not in the slightest.
So I am a tad frustrated.
Gggggggrrrrrrrr.......
Its all pretty exciting...
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mohollyweird:
Hello, just found yuh and hasve to say Your kinda' great in all the correct retro-fantastic ways.
Nice to meet You, have a great night!
Nice to meet You, have a great night!

silveronthetree:
You vaguely remember them? Maybe on the Charis I believe you, but why wouldn`t you be having any sex? You`re totally gorgeous and feminine! You need to get out more often
Really glad that life`s decisions have been good to you. Sounds like lots is happening for you and that`s great!
I`m in a fashion company (ladies wear for the high street) so if you need any help sourcing things do let me know. Its a thought anyway.
All the best

Really glad that life`s decisions have been good to you. Sounds like lots is happening for you and that`s great!
I`m in a fashion company (ladies wear for the high street) so if you need any help sourcing things do let me know. Its a thought anyway.
All the best
