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Satanic tendencies is all.

I`ve been reading some inspiring spiritual healer shit (a friend gave it to me) and its blowing me away.

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american amazon, reviews are more detailed

You`ve said there, Kill the things we love, rather than Hurt the people we love, so I am a little confused.

My girl has problems with that, hurting people she loves, namely me. She does it because she is upset already, and in small ways wants to make others unhappy. She could never do this deliberately to a stranger, but its ok with people you love. They should understand and not take it personally. Off course that`s only true 50% of the time.

Misery loves company.



I suppose another reason is to test. Subconsiuosly if my girl is awful and I still love her, then that does two things, reinforce our love, and allow her to feel bad about herself too for being so awful.

I suppose another question could be -

`Why do we feel the need to put ourselves down so much?`

That book by the way starts giving you answers immediately. Give it go, I was so pleasantly suprised.