Gosh, the combination of spliffs and sex can do wonders for ones mood. Instead of moping I decided to go to the x's house and look after him as he is poorly. Nice to focus on other people for a while instead of being so self-obsessed. So I spent the rest of the day cooking and cleaning (part of me is a house wife screaming to get out.) and getting stoned and getting laid. Seemed to do the trick as I feel like a new person today.

Thank you for all your kind comments, I felt really touched when I read them all.

Can't wait for tommorow:

Am playing cricket (weather allowing) followed by fancy dress cross dress party followed by clubbing.

Kisses for all... have a smaching weekend...!

Ruby.