rubyrouge

Sitting in my living room munching on marmite and toast, celebrating the fact that I now have wireless broadband and can even surf the net on the loo if I choose to, hooray! Oh, the freedom!

Everyone give Scarletnoir a cyber hug please!

I am starting to feel old....

I'm just so happy all the time. I used to constantly feel like i was walking on sheets of glass that would break at any moment. Life was a series of catastrophes, one after the other. If things would get boring I would go into self-destruct mode just for the excitment. Now I feel so fucking mentally balanced, it makes me SICK! I would much rather drink herbal tea and talk about sustainable development policies than snort ketamine and talk gibberish. I own a pair of slippers. The last time I had a one night stand was about 3 years ago. I know how to make coq au vine.

Sometimes, like today, I feel nostalgic for the old days when I could be so reckless without thinking of consequences. And no concept of how my actions affect others. I just can't do that anymore.

ooh, Ruby Rouge is in serious introspective mode tonight.

I need a little shot of craziness medicine I think. I need a short-lived passionate affair, a muse... after too many years of monogamy.

I got these panties for Valentines day, from the woman i love most in the world. in fact we are going to get married in Vegas this summer. Which doesnt mean that much because you could marry your biro in Vegas if you wanted to. Now there's a little excitment to look forward to...



Oh, and if anyone wants to give me any tips on using photoshop/pain shop pro, it would be much appreciated. I basically need to turn a background that should be white but is actually a gross orange colour into white, without affecting the piece of jewellery in the centre of the picture.