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Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

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Today I ponder about the rest of my life, there are some things that I am certain about and things I am not so certain about,, it kinda scares me to be so sure about some things, I start to talk myslef out of being certain... I do the what ifs and over analyze things... I know in my heart that it will happen but my head just barges in and takes over...

its the age old question,
should I follow my heart or my head...?

should I not be so sure of 'things'/myself?

should I stop while I'm ahead?

now I don't think I am so certain.....

it's a never ending tug of war,
will I always be "me"?
is it possible to change?
all these questions,
and only I have the answers

hmmm maybe I shouldn't ponder so much...
maybe I should just take one day at a time,
easier said then done.


*unknown info
when I ponder I pick my nose.

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sativa26:
i'd have to say heart... your head can drive you crazy, your heart pulls you the right way.

if you are sure of yourself that's a good thing. don't start doubting now.

i don't know about that one, i'm no good at quitting things. unless it is a lazy kind of quit, but that's different smile

i am happy for the times when my mind isn't driving itself nuts. when i'm worried i can't escape it but when it's in the back i try to keep it there. one day at a time is the only way to take it.
Apr 4, 2005
aandp:
you sound like me right now.
mid-20 ish crisis.?

haha

[Edited on Apr 05, 2005 7:08AM]
Apr 5, 2005

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