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Friday Feb 25, 2005

Feb 25, 2005
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life sucks
Well its happened, I have become the immature one while you actually say "are you threatning me?" and do a little knee shaking dance... thats ok I don't mind being at the end of your anger and your dissapointment in life. My one bad day has turned into a nightmare and probably a whole bunch of more bad days... this is ok though I can handle it "you should just ignore what people say to you" Ok sure I will become a rock again and watch as my life crumbles around me hmmmm I don't think so, I am a sensitive person and I will not apologize for it and I will not cater to anyones disapproval of it, if you don't like the fact that I am sensitive then don't try and piss me off, if you don't know what pumpernickle bread is then I will tell you. If that makes you look stupid it's probably becuase you are stupid. I am told to stay in my office and not to talk to anyone, with that I answer "GLADLY" you ask me to do favours for you and I do and I turn out the bad guy because those favors don't get returned when I actually need them, again that is fine I will be your villan. I have become the one that gets the "we all think this" "we all think you are immature" really now... If I am the immature one why is everyone talking about me behind my back like 6th graders??? that is what I don't understand...
You will only speak to each other politely about work and thats it I say "AWESOME".This is what my workplace has become,, I love my job, don't get me wrong but when it comes to the fact that I have to sugar coat my feelings so I do not irratate anyone it becomes a little much for me too handle. I am not allowed to say what I want . I am being silenced when I actually have nothing to say. I am told to just walk away when I am angry but when I do it just follows. I am confused about how I am suppposed to act. I shouldn't conform I tell myself, be who you are. But only be stronger and less sensitive and bite your tongue when you have something to say and be polite to someone you hate,, How can I be myself with all these rules? Is this too open should I go back and censor all of this? Should I really?Yes I will do favours for you and expect nothing in return becuase that is me being myself. this is what I have been conditioned to believe.

I am me and I know who I am what I am and the wrath that I bring-Tarrie B

was this too revealing?? honestly I don't really care.

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
stuzzy:
oh...I can't believe you fell for the bansai kitties...hehe


It had me too when I first saw it a long time ago.
Feb 28, 2005
stuzzy:
oh and david bowie is not god.


That position is taken by Frank Zappa. This is not up for discussion.
Feb 28, 2005

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