rubyparis

I have decided to update even though no one reads my journal anymore, here I go feeling sorry for myself but honestly whenever I update its usally to bitch about something and then when I have something good to share with people I feel bad about parading how great I feel when others are miserable... I don't think this is good......

but on the other hand I am wonderful except for my horrendous hair which I have been covering with a hat because it is just baaad.... I want a change but I am chickenshit....

I have been keeping myself entertained with Sex and the City I had never watched it before till about a month ago when a friend of mine got all the seasons and I have been watching about a season a week... This was a good show, why have I never seen it before???

lately whne I come on here I barely look at the sets.. I have become enthraled with peoples journals ,,, maybe even a little too much,,, like I'll go back to their first entry and read everything they have written till now.... its soo intresting...

I want to be more socialable within the site as well.. there are so many people I want to make convos with and talk to, but I feel so strange sometimes just poping up and saying something totally random and that person thinks I'm odd forever because of my one random comment....

One day I will get it right...
One day