rubyparis

Well I'm a flake..it has been confirmed... I wanted to go to Seans jam last night sooo bad but of course I wasn't able to make it...even after I told him not to bother giving me a ride cause I had one... bah.. I hope he will forgive me..or I will just buy his forgiveness with 8tracks.....I've got my stinkin rag..so no sex...blarg!! John has been a jamming machine which is sweet.. theres something about a man who is musically talented.. I love sittng in my hammic in the front yard and I can here him rockin out in his room with his window open... I love it soo much.. that I will sit out there intentionally for hours just listening....*lesigh*..and the fact that I know that he feels the exact same way I do is soo amazing..it just feels so good to have someone on the same page as you.. its releaving..and satisfying at the sametime....he saw the pictures of the haircut Iam going to get and he approves.!! yay I was worried that if I changed my hair so soon that it would be a bad thing..but its not..I need to get to Niagra Falls on friday if anyone wants to come get me and take me there!?! anybody?? didn't think so.. School is cancelled today teacher is sick blah blah blah I want my god damn midterm marks woman !! I am going to go home and experiment with make tonight.. maybe reshape my brows..a night off what else is there for a girl to do?? but god knows I'll get home and get into that cursed hammic and stay there till bed time... ohh I love bedtime... thank you for letting me live in the basement...benefits like you wouldn't believe!

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2days till new hair