rubyparis

Does anyone love me anymore??????

I write in this thing but I don't think anyone reads it anymore..

if you read this please leave me a little sumthin sumthin..

I need love people!!!

today sucks ass!!


I hate work..

My head hurts....

camping was alot of fun... lotsa bug bites and I got an awful sun burn.. but it was worth it.. unfortunately I was a meat head and forgot to pack the camera it was sitting on my bed when I got back though ARRGGGG !!!
Meh.....
I got frogs!! 2 of em,, I'm feeding on to my turtle and the other one I am keeping...
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YA for an awesome weekend on its way, it began last night,we went downtown for a tall ship cruise to watch the fireworks,, so romantical.. we spent the afternoon lazing around a park.. very nice and relaxing loved it...

John and I have decided to move in together!!! yaayya at the end of the summer.. whoo hoo no more basement living for me!!

Today I...
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This weekend was AWESOME.... I went and saw Evil Dead the musical on Friday with Ilan and it was surprisingly dome very well.. I thought it was going to be cheese but, I was proven wrong...

Saturday John and I were eating breakie (bacon) (eggs)
and we decided we wanted to go camping... so we did.. Iwent abought a tent at walmart for $50 ......
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work work and more work... I hate weddings I hate wedding dresses.. I will never ever wear one NEVER,....

anyways tonight is Ilans B-day prezzie.. I hope he likes it or he will die a slow painful death MUHAHHAHAHA no he won't but I liek to pretend...My mom wants me to go visit this weekend NOT GONNA HAPPEN !!! I realllllllllly don't want to go......
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ok so today is my final exam.... school went by soooooo fast..... I know I'll do ok but I am still nervous about it......I really want to go to SGB tonight really bad.. if I decide last minute I might go to Dance Cave.... I might not...

I'm thinking of applying but I'm scared that if I get rejected, I'd be bitter...
and I don't...
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bah I had a crap day yesterday..
I skipped school even though its my last week.. I DON'T CARE!!
Lollapalooza was cancelled..
I almost ruined someones wedding due to a mistake I made at work..
I went for a bike ride and fell down a hill and got covered in mud .... yuckie!!!
then I was in such a bitch that I actually was mean...
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I HATE YOU LOLLAPALOOZA!!!

THAT WAS GONNA BE SUCH A GOOD SHOW !!!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I HAD SEX!!!!!! AND IT WAS GOOOOOODDD!!! thank you Sue Johansen!!!!!

I had to get that off my chest!!


I went fishing yesterday and we got a fish !! whooo hooooo.. very exciting...

this is my last week of school I'm nervous I want to pass soo bad...

I had such a relaxing weekend and I loved it..

Sean is gonna pay me $20 to...
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things are good except the day when I plan to do my hair all nice it mutha fuckin rains...BOOO URNS!!

I haev to go get my ticket for SGB or I will never forgive myself....

did I ever tell you about the time I almost died crossing the credit river?? huh?? did I??

I finished my essay.. I am a good girl.. I deserve a...
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bah the week is going so friggin fast... I need mre time!!!!

I have an essay due tomorrow,..

laundry is building up..(smells bad)

I need to experiment with my new hair...

need to sleep..

bah... but I'm happy so that makes up for it right?????

right???


of course it does,......


















































right?