rubymoon

Sometimes it's difficult to focus on the good stuff that has already happened to us and we can only see the bad around.

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I have a few happy memories, but today I'm gonna be thankful for when I started modeling. It's a happy memory because when started I was free. It was like I was finally letting go everything that was keeping me from doing what I wanted and who I wanted to be. It was probably one of the first (if not the very first) times I was 100% doing what I wanted, it didn't matter what anyone else was thinking.

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Whenver I get the chance to shoot again (currently difficult due to pandemic times) I revisit these feeling of freedom. It's awesome.

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This photo below is from one of my first shoots ever, back in 2019. I think I've progressed a lot ever since, but I love to look back and see how much I've improved.