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Sunday Apr 17, 2005

Apr 17, 2005
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Firstly, sorry I haven't been responding to my comments lately. My internet keeps randomly going down and it seems like every time I want to come on, I can't whatever Not happy about that..

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Lucky me, I woke up with a cold this morning and missed Josh's play. I am such an asshole sometimes.

I have decided right now that I am going to get my shit together. I woke up today sick, but I have made a pretty decent effort to look for work and to get some homework done. I have fallen far off track since I have been with Jason, which I knew would happen. I knew that if I got into a relationship, I would be too distracted to focus on other things in my life. It's just what happens. I was planning on staying single all this year, but I can't control everything. I want him, I have him, and I don't want to give him up. So, I just have to try a little harder to focus on school, work, and apartment hunting.

Tomorrow, I get to go to the clinic and have my goodies probed and to get some treats like birth control and as many condoms as I can carry. The idea of being responsible is enough to get my excited about this trip. I need to channel some of that energy into studying and homework. I love being on task and Jason is always busy with the fraternity, so I really have no excuse to not being doing my work. I am just being a lazy asshole. I have been feeling really lethargic lately and I just can't shake it and I am not the kind to force myself to do anything that I don't want or feel like doing. So I have just been drifting behind, but tonight I feel the gusto and I am going to take advantage of it and I am pretty sure it will carry on into tomorrow. I want to do really well this semester and I only have a couple more weeks to really push myself to the level I want to be at.

I've got to stop feeling so tired. Why am I always so tired? I think I will go to the health center after my trip to the fondlers tomorrow. I know there is something wrong, if not many things.

I really could be better at money management. I am broke yet again.
zenobia:
anemic(sp) maybe. Hope you start to feel more motivated soon.

Apr 19, 2005

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