My weekend in a very small nut shell because I can't quite remember all the details and some things are best left unsaid..

Earlier this week Angela makes me promise to go to this bar with her and I say, "Errumm, what if we get kicked out? How is that going to work?" And she turns to me and says, "Don't worry about it. The people in my Anthropology club will get us in, etc.." Riiiiiiiiiiiight! I am not the kind of person that likes to make effort towards something I know won't work, but I went along anyway.

You should have seen us! We looked completely ridiculous together that night. Sarah looked like an executive and the guy on her floor told her she looked like a 40 year old mom! HAHHAHAHHA sooo funny. Angela looked like a spring breaker about to be filmed and I looked like a loser 12 year on her way to Disney Land :/ It was very amusing to me.



Sarah was telling me some story about how she almost got raped by two guys when we reached the door, so I told Angela to go in there and see if she saw her friends... they weren't even there! ahhahahahah jesus, I love how completely ridiculous we are. So we sit at a table in the front and wait for them, all the while be threatened to be kicked out in 30 minutes because we are losers under 21. :/ My anxiety was going out of control at this point. I hate being in an uncomfortable situations, especially if I feel like I am being watched. Sarah kept telling me to "chill out," but I couldn't! Luckily two things happened next. [1] Angela's friends showed up, so she felt relieved that they didn't ditch her, but overall it meant nothing, because they walked right passed her with only a "hi." Fucking assholes. [2] Alfred showed up and my anxiety started to descend a little bit. That actually surprised me, because I was expecting the opposite to happen. We all felt so bad, because he came all there and then we had to leave I was soooo sad.

SO... trying to get back on the subject.. We ended up leaving after only being there for like 30 or 45 minutes. Angela and Sarah took the train back and I went with Alfred. It was a really nice night out that night. It probably wasn't too smart of me to wear a skirt when riding on a motorcycle was in the horizon.. and perhaps I should have worn a warmer jacket... but overall, the ride was really nice.

Alfred made sweet lovin' to my body that night and so many of my fantasies were fullfilled. It was just like heaven. My roommate gave me the room to myself for as long as I wanted, so we just relaxed and did what we wanted without the worry of her walking in. I have never felt so comfortable with someone seeing me naked in my life. He is so good to me. Before we went to sleep he promised more lovin' in the morning, so I was lost in bliss. I am surprised we both fit in my little bed, but we did and in the morning we took a shower and he washed me. He is so damn cute, I just can't stand it! Of course he fulfilled his promise and I was very happy. It feels really good to be infatuated again, it's been far too long for me (at least since June) and for once he is actually what I want. We started out right and are moving in the right direction. It makes me so happy that he wanted to get to know my friends and spend the night with me in my hole in the wall dorm. He actually embraced the whole thing a lot better than I thought anyone ever would; he was more comfortable here with me then most of the girls in my hall are with the living situation. It was lovely to have a body warming my bed and cuddling me to sleep After breakfast, he left and the real crazy part of my weekend began.

Around four that day the group (Angela, Conner, Ben, Rome, and me) went to Church Street to get some decent food and some booze. We ate at the cutest little place in the world and I don't think I will ever taste anything so good again. We all ate until we couldn't breathe and had to sit it out for a while.

When we were paste the binge eating barfy feeling, we went to our usual spot and decided on getting as much beer as we could get for $30. Conner went on a search to find someone to get it and the rest of us sat on this corner and took photos and stuff. When we saw Conner again, he had a box full of beer delights for us!

So, we get to Angela's and start drinking. Angela and I practically live for debauchery at this point, so you can only image the smiles on our faces. We mostly just sat around or danced to music until we started feeling that warm good feeling. The next thing I know, everyone is running to the showers, stripping clothes off and yelling "shower porn!" hahahha it was so funny. Conner got completely naked and Angela disappeared in the shower with him while Ben, Rome and I were just dancing around annoying everyone on her floor. We were going to film porn but when I said, "I am the director and the director doesn't get naked, I give direction.." I was ambushed and the porn idea was lost.

I am sure a lot of things happened between 10 and 2 that I don't remember, but I do remember Conner getting out the sex game and us laughing until we couldn't breath every 10 seconds. I took photos to document the whole night, but I don't everyone would feel comfortable with their half naked bodies floating around on the internet so I am not going to post them. By 2 it looked like an orgy has broken out, though we kept it pretty PG-13. I remember Ben and me running into the hallway trying to recruit other people, but failing because we were drunk and in our underwear and apparently that isn't too hot at all... hahhaha..


Ben


Angela and her Conner


Corner whores.
(Rome, Ben, Angela, and gross me)




Rome (left) might be the next George Michael

If this doesn't make much sense... forgive me, I am a bit hungover.