rubydoll

I feel like rambling about nothing at all.




So, I am home and my sunny disposition has returned. It seems like so many things can be easily crammed into one day here; time moves like waves over us all.

When I arrived my pal, Parker, and Pantea were there to help my with me luggage and to tell me all about their vacation. Parker met his soulmate and Pantea spent all her time with family and high school friends. My things arrived unharmed and were waiting for me at the front desk and by the time I had everything in my room it looked like I had packed a whole house. Luckily, I can't stand that kind of clutter and it only took me two hours to unpack the stuff I brought back and some of the other things I rearranged before I left. I felt really accomplished and tired afterward, so Andrea and I just started to watch a movie in my room and ordered the beloved Senior's Pizza. It was heaven. I crashed at 11:00pm and didn't wake up until twelve hours later at the corresponding 11:00am.

I can't really remember what happened on Friday, but I do remember that I lounged around a lot. Oh, that's right! I bought $280.91 worth of books and then Andrea, Ursula, and I went to Albertson's to stock our rooms up properly. I managed not to buy any trash for once, and focuses on 5 varieties of drink and some fruit. I got one gallon of water and one of tropical punch juice, a quart of orange juice, and a little bottle of powerade! Death to the vending machines!

This semester I am going to try to do things right. I have started taking vitamins and I am going to drink a lot more water, also a new bed time is in order. I need to be going to sleep by no later than one. That last one is going to kill me, but if I don't go to bed, I will go to my classes with horrid apathy and memorize instead of learn. I hate that.

Getting back on subject[!]----------->

Yesterday, oh yesterday, was just what I needed. I woke up early around seven and reorganized some things and talked to some friends online, then Mazi (yes the guy I learned to hate last semester, but I am trying to not be so mean now that time has passed) instant messaged me wanting me to come over. I went over around 10:00am and watched him play video games and got all caught up on how things are going for him and what he was doing over break and then he said it, "Do you want to smoke?" Damn. Of course, I said yes. It's so funny to me how I never wanted to smoke before I came up here because I was worried that it would distract me and I wouldn't want to go back to school after my year was up, so I just never tried smoking and went to work ... but now! Anyway, so we smoked and smoked and smoked. There is something about smoking and drinking that I can't help. I just like to keep going until I just can't go any longer, which was the case then. After a long time, I went to go get pizza and ran into Angela. She wanted me to go to the mall with her, I really didn't feel like it, but I did and we had fun. When I got home, I crashed and took the best nap of my life.

Later that night, Angela called me and told me to come to her room and when I got there Brandon and Tony was there! I love those guys. We ended up and this amazing party. Everyone was so nice and the place was really nice. It wasn't one of Angela's usual garage or hotel type parties.. So yeah, I had cranberry juice with cranberry vodka and I couldn't quite grasp the brilliance of it all. I mean, I have been drinking handles worth of cranberry vodka since I have been here, and Melissa and I never thought of this combination.. hahah we are idiots. But oh my, it was soooo good. I couldn't even taste the vodka. So, yes, you have guessed it, but I was pretty drunk and then Brandon suggested smoking again. The night starts to get blurry here. I know that I smoked twice before I found my bed around 1:00am this morning, but I was feeling no pain. I had so much fun. The best part of smoking is that when you wake up, you feel so damn good no matter what. All would be well if I didn't feel guilty for smoking it.



I think the only productive thing I have done so far was buying my books.