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Sweet Oblivian and Sleep

Feb 27, 2014
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Generaly the worst moments of my day are when I first wake up because my brain starts working and I start to think about shit. When I get up and start my day things get better bit those first moments are shit. Maybe I'm doing something wrong if I'm not looking forward to my day. There are things that I want to do like draw and take pictures but I end up sitting on my ass. I've always thought I might suffer from mild depression but I don't know. Any advice or personal experiences anyone would like to share?

Ok! I know its sideways but I'm not taking the time to correct. Fits my mood anyways. I'm here at my chemo session. One more then a cat scan to see if this shit is working.

I might be headed back to work soon. Working from home has not worked at all. I need to be there. I have motor nerve issues with my right foot. I think I could drive as is but I might have to put handicap controls on my car. Getting back will be good for me and hopefully chemo won't start kicking my ass.

Thanks to everyone who's read this far. I'll try and bring some funny next time.

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rubblerocks:
@teddykev thanks for the links. I will check them out. You are correct when you talk about the basics. Adding some normalcy and routine can go a long way towards a better mental outlook.
Feb 28, 2014
jthebarber09:
I don't do pain pills, I can't do opium based drugs. Weed is good. Especially if you have knowledge in what you smoke or use. Pills will fuck you up. Either make you an addict or give you either problems to worry about. Stay positive, and be thankful for breath you take. 
Feb 28, 2014

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