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El Lay

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Sunday Mar 07, 2010

Mar 7, 2010
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I am sitting here wasting time watching all of these self absorbed stars and hangers-on walking the red carpet at the Oscars. So consequently, out of boredom, I somehow found my way over to SG for the second time in the past four months and the first time this year.

I have to say that, after looking around a little, I feel like a stranger in a strange land. I guess I am just in a different place in my life at the moment. More serious. More settled. More "grown up," I suppose. I was always much too old to be playing in this particular sandbox in the first place but now I just feel it.

Those few people left on the site who are acquainted with me know me well enough to know that I would never get into specifics, but suffice to say that we all go through changes and different phases in life and I feel I have turned the page and entered a new stage. The cliche is that everyone gets a second act and I guess this is mine. I have always embraced change and this time will be no different. I look forward to seeing where this new road takes me.

This is certainly nothing as maudlin as a "goodbye" post. It's just a brief hello and a simple update. I'm not sure when I'll be back next but I wish everyone well and hope that you all find your own second acts.
dorsal:
we like you playing in this sandbox!
Apr 3, 2010
rigel:
haha well i grew up watching it, its comforting! my dude hates it to though, i'm only allowed to watch it when hes not home!
Apr 7, 2010

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