maybe we wouldnt last apart for a year and a half... we're having alot of trouble now and hes been gone 4 months... but anyways about my love... he's still making me crazy... he is WAAAY posessive... i wanted to go to boston this weekend and he made me feel all bad and put in his 2 cents, no it was more like a quarter, about how he didnt want me to go for one night... so even if i went ahead and went and had the huge argument with him about it i wouldnt have had any fun because i would be dreading the argument and thinking about him... well his main reason for not wanting me to go was because a guy i work with was going to go to and like part of the reason i wanted to go was because they have some fashion museum exhibit there and this weekend was the last weekend... so my love of course thinks that guys are only friends with chics if they want to have sex with them, thats the gayest shit i ever heard, so he got all booty hurt i was going with a couple my chic friend and i guy i work with whos 18 a foot shorter than me and more like a little bro than anything... hes sooo gay... so i didnt go... another thing he wants me to drop whatever i am doing to talk to him... i know hes in iraq, i get that, i'll be over there in december for 6 months... but its not like i dont talk to him everyday sometimes for a few hours.... i feel very constricted right now... and hes half the world away... i wonder how things would be now if he were here... its not like we'll be in this situation forever... where we have to do the long distance thing... just the next 2 years... so if we make it through that we'll be good... theres awesome qualities about him but then hes got the waaay overly possesiveness and being completely anti-social that....i'm open for any advice....
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But like Cunninglinquist says, you are young, you have lots of time. You will be traveling the world, meeting people everywhere you go. And they won't always be military people so you should just take it as it goes. If your eyes are wandering and you are second guessing yourself, it's either that you are lonely or it isn't meant to be. I'm going to go out on a limb and say keep your options open.