I don't want to be a party pooper, or sound like I'm throwing a pity party, but I wanted to update you on where I'm at in life (just in case you're wondering). I'm behind in school, and I'm behind in editing pictures (from April omg), which makes me extremely upset. I feel like I owe people an apology.
In July I was drugged. Since then I've been anxious, depressed, and scared to reach out for help. I've been in the mindset that I can help myself. I have zero motivation to do anything productive. I've managed to work, stay barely afloat in school, distract myself with a small side business, and go to Disneyland. But editing? Anything creative? Nope. I have no drive.
And then, there was a death in the family 2 weeks ago. It made everything so real and I realized I need help. I'm going to be reaching out to my doctor and see if I can get my life back on track. I'm going to cut out the drinking, get back to the gym, catch up with my editing, and hopefully find happiness again.
I am so sorry I have been absent. I am so sorry to the people I owe creative work to. I promise to try and make it better.
xoxo
Roz
