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Thursday Oct 01, 2009

Oct 1, 2009
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My life is out of control... I am a creature of habit and nothing is the same anymore. I feel like I have lost myself in the shuffle of life. This is not necessarily a bad thing it's just different. New romances, drama, loss, etc.

I am extremely overwhelmed and really really tired, sometimes I feel as though I don't want to wake up. Nothing morbid just eternal rest. xox

Update on my world:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
I am currently in love with the two most amazing people... It has been a bumpy ride to get to this point and it was a test of my mental capacity but now I am in a current state of bliss.

My husband {PopSupernova}and I have been sexual for 14 years and been in a committed relationship for 6 of those years and we were married in June. He is a patient, kind, expressive, and loving individual who has sacrificed a lot to allow me to love at my full ability.

My girlfriend and I are just now beginning a relationship where my husband can be involved... not only physically but also emotionally supportive. She feels strongly about my happiness and is setting her preconceived notions of a complicated lifestyle aside to open herself up to this sort of loving environment. It is a test of faith for all parties involved but alas we are taking baby steps to make this work and we ALL are committed to making this work for a loving long term relationship.

Did I mention I love my life?


VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
turbulence:
Hot lady... biggrin
Oct 5, 2009
tatertot:
You have the power! life is a constant challenge - its like a friggin rollercoaster! love
Oct 6, 2009

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