A few friends came over yesterday. I guess I have 2 groups of friends. My regular friends and then my rocky friends. Marc came over with Liz and Gina...didn't expect that but it was ok. We played some board game that I was really bad at...which made me feel really dumb. 
My regular friends didn't really talk to my rhps friends and vice versa...kinda akward. Liz, gina and marc left. Everyone else stayed and we caught up on eachothers lives. I can't talk to the rocky croud the way I can talk to my other friends. Plus I feel intimidated by Marc being in my house...plus I'm playing a game against him....he's the movie geek for god sakes! You know from Beat the Geeks!
I just like people i feel comfortable around. someone who I don't have to think about every little thing I say before say it or watch what I do. I hate that. At one point during the board game I stepped back and just looked at myself..."god your retarded."
My regular friends didn't really talk to my rhps friends and vice versa...kinda akward. Liz, gina and marc left. Everyone else stayed and we caught up on eachothers lives. I can't talk to the rocky croud the way I can talk to my other friends. Plus I feel intimidated by Marc being in my house...plus I'm playing a game against him....he's the movie geek for god sakes! You know from Beat the Geeks!
I just like people i feel comfortable around. someone who I don't have to think about every little thing I say before say it or watch what I do. I hate that. At one point during the board game I stepped back and just looked at myself..."god your retarded."
i missed out on the movie guy from beat the geeks.
i am weeping in a corner now.