roxymonoxcide

I will see you all when I get back from my trip around May 22.
I need a little alone time to sort things out. So, I'm taking these 2 weeks before I meet up with my mom and gma to do so. A vow of silence of sorts..I suppose. I just realized this past weekend that I don't like the person that I am and that I need to change if I'm ever going to love myself. And even though it is sad to think about...I have to do that alone. At this point I can't even look myself in the mirror without crying. I used to be really happy and I want that back.