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*sigh*

Edited per Ms Hawkings request:

So, bits of recording have begun. Demoing mostly, but lots of ideas are down on tape and continue to flow. It's very exciting. Some of the old frustrations are still definitely there, but I'm sending those into a productive spot by working on music with my boy at home. Dark and dancy so far...it's super fun to do...


So, my bands aren't really dead....we're just working away quietly at the moment. Noise is in production.

I need to start eating better and reattending the gym. I get into shape really quickly, but I'm so bored with the process. I like sweets far too much as well. I don't do drugs. I don't drink all that much, but I can down the majority of a package of cookies or a bag of chocolate pretzels in no time flat. I DOES NOT make a body feel good. In fact, I can't believe what age I (and my out of shape body) actually are. Maybe I just need to drink more water to fill in the tiny lines.

I guess it's just one of those insceure days. Perhaps I should get out of my pajamas. Perhaps I will someday outgrow my own special version of body dysmorphia.

I dreamt I got in a pretty vicious fight with some mystery lady last night. I wonder what that was all about. She was strong, but I won anyway.

My house is a fucking mess. I am so fucking human.

I think everyone should buy "Initiation" by the Start. It really is an incredible album.