Just kidding, I found it.
The word of the day is: FUCK.
As in, "I don't fucking want to," pertaining to just about everything right now.
I don't want to do my homework, the dishes, pay my bills, work out, give you a hand job-I just don't fucking want to. This is what generally happens about this time of year. I don't even particularly mind the greyness-I usually like it as long as it's not too gross outside. And yet it changes me after about five or six months. All I really want to do is make pretty things, but I don't have any time to really. So instead I sit around thinking about making pretty things while telling myself I ought to be doing this or that-the effect is that I end up getting absolutely nothing done. A complete and utter waste of time. And all the while my ass is getting fatter because there is always copious amounts of bread, olive oil and beer in my house. Oh, and I can't play DDR because my neighbors are asshole fuckfaces who think they are the only ones who get to be loud.
Okay, so I had not intention of this blog turning into an utter bitchfest. I guess I am just upset at myself because I had a four day weekend and I did absolutely no homework and now I really fucking don't want to do it and i have to.
Sigh.
So this is me not being a five year old anymore.
Oh, and everyone should go look at Boomie's set-it's amazing.
The word of the day is: FUCK.
As in, "I don't fucking want to," pertaining to just about everything right now.
I don't want to do my homework, the dishes, pay my bills, work out, give you a hand job-I just don't fucking want to. This is what generally happens about this time of year. I don't even particularly mind the greyness-I usually like it as long as it's not too gross outside. And yet it changes me after about five or six months. All I really want to do is make pretty things, but I don't have any time to really. So instead I sit around thinking about making pretty things while telling myself I ought to be doing this or that-the effect is that I end up getting absolutely nothing done. A complete and utter waste of time. And all the while my ass is getting fatter because there is always copious amounts of bread, olive oil and beer in my house. Oh, and I can't play DDR because my neighbors are asshole fuckfaces who think they are the only ones who get to be loud.
Okay, so I had not intention of this blog turning into an utter bitchfest. I guess I am just upset at myself because I had a four day weekend and I did absolutely no homework and now I really fucking don't want to do it and i have to.
Sigh.
So this is me not being a five year old anymore.
Oh, and everyone should go look at Boomie's set-it's amazing.
You should play DDR in an arcade, it's more fun that way anyway!
But soon I am moving to a bottom floor apartment!