roxy_maye

So I finally broke down and joined the site. I found the Suicide Girls book lying in a sale pile at this record store that was closing down. I was instantly intrigued; a freind of mine had a bunch of SG banners on her myspace, but I didn't know what they were really. The book was wrapped in plastic so I bought it and opened it immediately. I was amazed at how different all the girls looked, and the one thing they had in common was that they were all beautiful and they knew it! No matter their size, color, etc. My whole life I had been listening to other people to tell me what beautiful was. For the first time in my life I learned that I didn't have to do that; that I could define beauty for myself, and the definition was right there in front of me! That was the first time in my life I ever felt beautiful. I was proud of being different from the robots and drones out there, but I never felt beautiful for it-until then. So now here I am exploring this whole world of beautiful people who think and act for themselves. I am even thinking abot applying to be a model, but I'm not quite sure when I will make that leap.