roxy

This was supposed to be a happy journal entry. I was going to talk about the amazing time I had on Sunday with Tony, eating at the top of the Space Needle and having fun with arcade games and rides. Well, I guess I've talked about it afterall.

But I've been talking to an ex-friend of mine, someone I considered my best friend for four years. He stopped talking to me right after I moved to Seattle, and I never really knew why. Well I confronted him today on IRC (read: Roxy's a nerd), and he went off on me. He said a lot of really hurtful things about me, and how I act and whatnot. And looking around, I don't have any close friends. No one who really wants to be around me a lot, and know more about me, and come to me for support. So maybe all those things he said are true... maybe the reason I don't have any friends is because I suck.



And please -- I'm *not* asking for compliments, and people saying they'll be my friend -- I just needed somewhere to vent.