First, I've been busy and will continue to be so. It's been nice, actually. It was great having two of my best friends in the whole wide world here for a visit. Disney and California adventure with a hotel room was a blast. Thanks to EricAllen for getting it all together. And it was great to hang out with everyone.
I took DreamMaker to the airport on Monday. On Tuesday me, Desdenova and Vikprez went to the Body Worlds exhibit. It was absolutely incredible. The biology major/nerd in me was absolutely drooling. It was so rad. It really makes me wanna go back to school. *sigh* One day maybe. Then I took Desdenova to In-N-Out, and we agreed that although it's great, it doesn't really compare to Dick's in Seattle. On Wednesday, vikprez and I took Desdenova to Amoeba, and then on to the airport. Where I cried. He's my best friend, and who knows when I'll see him again. I can't really visit Seattle for awhile, a few months at the earliest. But it was definitely great to hang out again.
This week is busy busy busy. Two photoshoots, lots of work, one doctor appointment. It's good to stay busy though.
I've got some unhappiness going on. I feel like I don't really have any friends here in LA. Besides my roommate and my boyfriend, I don't hang out with anyone. I feel like I'm terrible at making friends, because I'm obviously not interesting enough for people to want to be friends with me. I've met lots of people here, but none that stay in touch or want to hang out or anything. Am I that boring?! I read about everyone else hanging out, going to movies, getting drinks together, but I'm never there. Why is that? I've been here for three months and don't have any good friends that I hang out with. I feel like a fucking loser.
It doesn't help that I pretty much refuse to call people, because I'm terrified of talking on the phone (don't ask). But then again, it's not like anyone's been like "Here's my number, give me a call and we'll hang out." I should hang out with this guy more though, because as far as I can tell, I think he at least likes me.
I'm in LA and friendless. Somebody help me. I promise I'm more fun the more you get to know me.
I took DreamMaker to the airport on Monday. On Tuesday me, Desdenova and Vikprez went to the Body Worlds exhibit. It was absolutely incredible. The biology major/nerd in me was absolutely drooling. It was so rad. It really makes me wanna go back to school. *sigh* One day maybe. Then I took Desdenova to In-N-Out, and we agreed that although it's great, it doesn't really compare to Dick's in Seattle. On Wednesday, vikprez and I took Desdenova to Amoeba, and then on to the airport. Where I cried. He's my best friend, and who knows when I'll see him again. I can't really visit Seattle for awhile, a few months at the earliest. But it was definitely great to hang out again.
This week is busy busy busy. Two photoshoots, lots of work, one doctor appointment. It's good to stay busy though.
I've got some unhappiness going on. I feel like I don't really have any friends here in LA. Besides my roommate and my boyfriend, I don't hang out with anyone. I feel like I'm terrible at making friends, because I'm obviously not interesting enough for people to want to be friends with me. I've met lots of people here, but none that stay in touch or want to hang out or anything. Am I that boring?! I read about everyone else hanging out, going to movies, getting drinks together, but I'm never there. Why is that? I've been here for three months and don't have any good friends that I hang out with. I feel like a fucking loser.
It doesn't help that I pretty much refuse to call people, because I'm terrified of talking on the phone (don't ask). But then again, it's not like anyone's been like "Here's my number, give me a call and we'll hang out." I should hang out with this guy more though, because as far as I can tell, I think he at least likes me.
I'm in LA and friendless. Somebody help me. I promise I'm more fun the more you get to know me.
VIEW 27 of 27 COMMENTS
-
I'll hang out whenever ... gimme a call. I'm crippled right now (and even more of a pain in the ass than usual) so I don't have anything to do.
Anytime. xo
-
Yeah I forgot about the holiday. It doesn't matter to me as I have no family here. I'm down whenever.
xo