roxy

I have found the perfect pre-work ritual. As most of you know, my curent work is stripping.

I sit here in my baggy cords and a bra, with wet hair falling in my face, smoking a clove cigarette, listening to Nirvana as loud as I can, dancing and singing around the house, just enjoying the way being alive feels. No thinking about life, no contemplating all my current endevors, just... living.

What a great way to relax and unwind... before going into a job where I can't enjoy the feeling of life, where I can't be myself, where I can't just *be*.