Monday Jun 21, 2004

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Yeah. Apparently no one at all comments in my journal here anymore. I guess my entries just aren't that entertaining. Well, I'm sorry folks, I can't just make shit up. Actually I guess I can, but I don't. *sigh*

The last week has been really hard on me. Personal relationships are all outta whack all over the place. Fuck. And I've straightened a couple out, but a couple of the important ones are still a mystery to me... frown I'm still confused.

And ya know, just when I think things are depressing enough right now, a very close friend of the family passed away this morning. Someone who was friends with my grandma since they were teenagers. Someone my mom called "mom". My grandmother died on Halloween. And Sally died this morning. Both from cancer, both pretty young. So in less than seven months, my mom has lost two moms. And I've lost two grandmas. It's so sad. My mom's just a WRECK. She took care of Sally the last months of her life and was there with her when she died.

This life of mine... fuck... it's gotta take an upward turn at some point, right? Hopefully when I move to L.A....
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cutnhalf:
Its hard to lose people that are important to you and it is even harder to lose thenm so close apart....I buried my grandmother(on my moms side) in April of 03....I was her caregiver for most of the 1 1/2 befor she died....Two months later I lost my grandpa(on my dads side).....It was rough and Iam very sorry you and your mom are going through that....I hope things are okay..... smile
ophelia:
I'm sorry that things have been going badly lately frown I hope that the LA move helps with that. Have you seen Synnove's group yet?

Thanks for commenting on my set with Tiamat kiss

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