roxy

Yeah. Apparently no one at all comments in my journal here anymore. I guess my entries just aren't that entertaining. Well, I'm sorry folks, I can't just make shit up. Actually I guess I can, but I don't. *sigh*

The last week has been really hard on me. Personal relationships are all outta whack all over the place. Fuck. And I've straightened a couple out, but a couple of the important ones are still a mystery to me... I'm still confused.

And ya know, just when I think things are depressing enough right now, a very close friend of the family passed away this morning. Someone who was friends with my grandma since they were teenagers. Someone my mom called "mom". My grandmother died on Halloween. And Sally died this morning. Both from cancer, both pretty young. So in less than seven months, my mom has lost two moms. And I've lost two grandmas. It's so sad. My mom's just a WRECK. She took care of Sally the last months of her life and was there with her when she died.

This life of mine... fuck... it's gotta take an upward turn at some point, right? Hopefully when I move to L.A....