roxy

We talked last night. Me and the ex-boy. We have a class together, and after class he flagged me down. We talked for about an hour... just about life, a little about us, how we're doing, the break-up, etc.

It was hard. But wonderful. I missed his smiling face. And I only started crying twice. And I saw the tears in his eyes too. God, we really had something fucking special.

But now it's over. Forever.

At least I can keep him close to the heart he shattered as a friend... We work too well together and know too much about each other to not be friends.

But he's still got the power. We aren't gonna hang out yet. I admit, it was really hard not to just reach out and touch him. *Really* hard... I wanted to kiss him so fucking badly. So we aren't gonna hang out. But we're gonna talk, and start laying down those foundations for friendship...

-Roxy