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Thursday Oct 10, 2002

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We talked last night. Me and the ex-boy. We have a class together, and after class he flagged me down. We talked for about an hour... just about life, a little about us, how we're doing, the break-up, etc.

It was hard. But wonderful. I missed his smiling face. And I only started crying twice. And I saw the tears in his eyes too. God, we really had something fucking special.

But now it's over. Forever.

At least I can keep him close to the heart he shattered as a friend... We work too well together and know too much about each other to not be friends.

But he's still got the power. We aren't gonna hang out yet. I admit, it was really hard not to just reach out and touch him. *Really* hard... I wanted to kiss him so fucking badly. So we aren't gonna hang out. But we're gonna talk, and start laying down those foundations for friendship...

-Roxy
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rawr_ima_monster:
super brave. it would be excusable to run away and freak out...you seemed to have done things very right. you are on the road to recovering form this decidedly serious life change.
-go, you
Dave
Oct 10, 2002
snakefeast:
Roxy ROXor. That's a real difficult thing to do, I've been through a bit of that recently, but you're facing it head on, and that's admirable. Don't worry, you'll find someone else you feel as strongly about and who'll feel the same about you.
-Not that you asked for my advice or anything, but trust me, you will find em, if they don't find you first.
Oct 11, 2002

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