1.) I feel very mortal today.
2.) I'm so fucking lonely I feel like I'm going to fucking die.
Lovely day, huh?
2.) I'm so fucking lonely I feel like I'm going to fucking die.
Lovely day, huh?
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i was so excited to be single again for like......2 months or more.
then one night, boom! i'm so fucking lonely i'd ask a crackhead for a hug.
i took a bath. didn't help. walked the dog. nope. cleaned. worse. drank. worst idea ever.
just hang in there i guess. at some point someone will come along and sweep you up, and then 6 months into it you'll be wishing you were single again.
cosmic irony.
but loneliness is the fucking best thing in the world for creativity. and your relationships with your friends gets better, too.
i'll stop rambling now.
good luck
Hang in there things will get better!