roxy

Firstly I wanna thank everyone who's given me their support. Especially Betsy, Joe, Morgan, and Charlie. And Elise's last post on my journal brought tears to my eyes, it meant a lot.

I think my broken heart is mending, maybe, teeny bit by teeny bit. If my progress continues on it's current trend I won't be happy for a very long time. But at least, maybe one day, I can be happy again.

The world is a lot different now. Seeing the world through the eyes of someone deeply in love and commited to the person you plan to spend the rest of your life with is completely different from seeing it through the eyes of someone with a shattered heart and stained soul. I don't like this view. I want the old one back. Unfortunately, that's not somrthing I can control. Do you know how frustrating that is? Do you really??

-Roxy