Apparently my last journal upset some people. Let me explain myself futher.

I know that there are people on this site who consider me their friend and who I consider my friend. But I was thinking about really deep, really connected friendship. I was feeling extremely lonely and down, and I went through my phone and there wasn't a single person in there who I felt comfortable crying to. That's the kind of frienship I'm talking about.

There are plenty of people on this site and off who I think are amazing people and who I love talking to. People who I love seeing and having drinks with. But that's not what I was lacking when I wrote that entry. I was lacking someone to cry to, someone who knows me better than anyone else.

And yes, everything is beyond amazing with the macbastard, but sometime you need someone besides your man, ya know?