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Monday Jul 28, 2003

Jul 28, 2003
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I just took a bubble bath. I turned on the water, poured in the bubbles, turned off the light, and laid down. I let the water move up my body, let the bubbles cascade over every part of me. The bubbles, creeping up my body and over my curves.

I laid back, and let my skin fall in love with the hot water. The steam carried the perfume. My eyes wandered over my form in the water, my ears picked up on the slight sloshing sounds made when I shifted.

It was wonderful. Glorious. I wasn't in for very long.

I let the water drain, and took a cold shower. I watched the suds fall down my body, get washed away. I bathed myself slower than I ever have before, enjoying every sensation. The light was still off.

And now I sit here, with an amazing sense of self-awareness. Like I'm actually alive. I haven't felt this real, this tangible, this awake in a very long time.

And I'm so at ease with the world right now, so in love with being alive and aware. I know that no matter what happens, I love myself. I think I'm beautiful. And that is what's most important.

It's amazing what a little hot water and introspection can do.
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miss_magenta:
thank you so much for the birthday wishes sweetie! *many hugs and kisses*

and thanks for what you said about my new picture. blush
Aug 8, 2003
sethy:
Hey there, just read the bipolar thing, I still dont have my degree, but I'm a 3rd year psych student, and knowing what I do you do not seem bipolar at all, you just seem like a normal person. Everyone goes through ups and downs.

Anyways, on to real response biggrin, just thought I would pop in and say hi and see how you were doin, Well, gotsta go, been away for a while so I have more catching up to do aorund here.

Enjoy your day.
Aug 10, 2003

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