roxy

Do you ever feel like you just don't belong? Like no matter how hard you try, no matter how well you do, no matter *what* you do, you just don't... quite... fit it? I feel like this all the time. I'm uninteresting, boring, not at all funny... I mean, I think I have a lot of interesting things to say when it comes to serious discussion and talking about life. But I don't feel like I have anything to offer when it comes to regular conversation between friends.

I've never really had a best friend before -- because there's always a better canidate. Someone who's funnier, sweeter, nicer, hotter, *more interesting*.

Plain and simple, I don't think people feel like they can relate to me, they don't feel like they can really talk to me... they don't have as much *fun* with me.

I'm in a slump today. I'd say I don't know why, but that would just be a lie so that you wouldn't ask why.

Edit: To the true friends I have right now -- thank you. This has nothing to do with you, and I hope you know how much I love and appreciate each one of you!! You know who you are...