dear god, someone save me?....
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You know what makes an unbearably sad day just a tad better?
A sweet little kitty curled up on your lap, purring. Considering the amount of pain I'm in, it's not much... but it's nice.
-Roxy
A sweet little kitty curled up on your lap, purring. Considering the amount of pain I'm in, it's not much... but it's nice.
-Roxy
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gil:
awww
liquid29:
*hug*
Wow. I just planned out my class schedule for next semester. Wanna know how insane I am??
CHEM 2536 OChem Lecture
CHEM 2546 OChem Lab
CHEM 4424 Descriptive Inorganic Chem
BIOL 2004 Genetics
BIOL 2804 Ecology
BIOL 3404 Intro to Animal Physiology
That's gonna hurt.
-Roxy
CHEM 2536 OChem Lecture
CHEM 2546 OChem Lab
CHEM 4424 Descriptive Inorganic Chem
BIOL 2004 Genetics
BIOL 2804 Ecology
BIOL 3404 Intro to Animal Physiology
That's gonna hurt.
-Roxy
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tic_tac_toe:
I have proof of pink marshmallows.
rawr_ima_monster:
just keep the cehmicals away from the animals...that's how we get crazy infected wierdo mutant animals...just watch gremlins 2, creatures+chemicals=havoc.
-nevermind, don't watch gremlins 2, you'll be better off.
Dave
-nevermind, don't watch gremlins 2, you'll be better off.
Dave
Being in an emtional mess was bad enough.
That time of the month, when I'm ten billion times more emotional than usual, makes my sadness a billion times worse. Ugh. *sigh*
What I'm really afraid of is that that's not the cause, and when my "time of the month" is over, I'll still feel so terribly horrible...
-Roxy
That time of the month, when I'm ten billion times more emotional than usual, makes my sadness a billion times worse. Ugh. *sigh*
What I'm really afraid of is that that's not the cause, and when my "time of the month" is over, I'll still feel so terribly horrible...
-Roxy
drzaius_:
heh must have the sympathy pains then myself
tatum:
I would love to just give you a huge hug and make it stop hurting for even a minute!!
Yikes, school is killer right now. I got 3 hours of sleep last night, because I had to work and then come home and write an OChem lab report -- those things fucking suck. Today is also the day I have class from 9 - 9 (short break right now), and I have a Sociology test tonight that I haven't even started studying for! Ugh!...
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liquid29:
Your new thread absolutely made my day, hon. 
Such a sweet surprise to come home to!
Such a sweet surprise to come home to!
lefty:
yeah school sucks, and not taking showers sucks too... i found out today, that im like failing a class, and i need to bust my balls to catch up... 3 hours of sleep?? i woulda skipped school....
I'm happy about some things...
I'm happy that I have a new photographer, who is fucking awesome. My sets from now on (excluding one that hasn't gone up yet) will fucking rawk.
I'm happy that Betsy drove eight hours just to visit me for a couple of days.
I'm happy that I'm finally in a great living situation, with a nice roommate and an awesome...
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I'm happy that I have a new photographer, who is fucking awesome. My sets from now on (excluding one that hasn't gone up yet) will fucking rawk.
I'm happy that Betsy drove eight hours just to visit me for a couple of days.
I'm happy that I'm finally in a great living situation, with a nice roommate and an awesome...
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nick42:
rock on!
was_nicole:
are you going to be driving through ny on your way to the boston gathering?
People are quick to retract their support.
I miss the boy. He's throwing away the best thing ever. It doesn't make any sense that we're not together.
Today is a really fucking bad day.
-Roxy
I miss the boy. He's throwing away the best thing ever. It doesn't make any sense that we're not together.
Today is a really fucking bad day.
-Roxy
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liquid29:
As much love now as before from Joe - 
volkov:
*hugs and flaming nipple pasties*
We talked last night. Me and the ex-boy. We have a class together, and after class he flagged me down. We talked for about an hour... just about life, a little about us, how we're doing, the break-up, etc.
It was hard. But wonderful. I missed his smiling face. And I only started crying twice. And I saw the tears in his eyes too. God,...
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It was hard. But wonderful. I missed his smiling face. And I only started crying twice. And I saw the tears in his eyes too. God,...
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rawr_ima_monster:
super brave. it would be excusable to run away and freak out...you seemed to have done things very right. you are on the road to recovering form this decidedly serious life change.
-go, you
Dave
-go, you
Dave
snakefeast:
Roxy ROXor. That's a real difficult thing to do, I've been through a bit of that recently, but you're facing it head on, and that's admirable. Don't worry, you'll find someone else you feel as strongly about and who'll feel the same about you.
-Not that you asked for my advice or anything, but trust me, you will find em, if they don't find you first.
-Not that you asked for my advice or anything, but trust me, you will find em, if they don't find you first.
Firstly I wanna thank everyone who's given me their support. Especially Betsy, Joe, Morgan, and Charlie. And Elise's last post on my journal brought tears to my eyes, it meant a lot.
I think my broken heart is mending, maybe, teeny bit by teeny bit. If my progress continues on it's current trend I won't be happy for a very long time. But at least,...
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I think my broken heart is mending, maybe, teeny bit by teeny bit. If my progress continues on it's current trend I won't be happy for a very long time. But at least,...
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freyja__:
*smooooooooches*
come visit soon.
come visit soon.
astrid:
*hug* I know how much this sucks. I'm sorry you have to go through it. 
do broken hearts ever mend? no matter what you say, i'll never believe that they do.
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astrid:
I know it feels like it'll never heal, but it does. It's just really hard to get over. You'll be ok. I know it's hard to believe that right now, but you will.
elise:
roxy you are a beautiful, wonderful, sweet girl. you deserve the best. you really do. and this past boy is most likely not the best for you, no matter how it feels to you right now. you feel like you can't go on, like he's the only one and always will be, like life is meaningless without him.... and you know how i know that? because i've been there. even recently (in the past three years). and it fucking sucks. i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, least of all wonderful you. but the best and worst of us go through it. key words "go through it". it ends eventually, the torture, the pain, the total hell. i swear it does. you will not believe me though, i know this. but much later you will. and you will smile again. you will see. i can't wait for that day. you deserve it.
well that's it. the boy finally left me. i should've seen it coming, he's far too perfect for me.
life, as i know it, is now over. i don't want to go on without him. without the color he gave my world. it's all shades of grey.
my sets here were taken by him. i now have no photographer, and my sets remind me of...
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life, as i know it, is now over. i don't want to go on without him. without the color he gave my world. it's all shades of grey.
my sets here were taken by him. i now have no photographer, and my sets remind me of...
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stretchl15419:
Rox:
Sowwy "the boy" left you... but, hey... you needed another photographer anyway... you're beautiful, but we can make you more beautiful... I've worked in 47 countries and 44 states... Blacksburg's just around the corner from Richmond, where I'm based... zap me an e-mail if you're interested and I'll send you a like to my site. We'll make some sets like you never dreamed of.
Peace.
Sowwy "the boy" left you... but, hey... you needed another photographer anyway... you're beautiful, but we can make you more beautiful... I've worked in 47 countries and 44 states... Blacksburg's just around the corner from Richmond, where I'm based... zap me an e-mail if you're interested and I'll send you a like to my site. We'll make some sets like you never dreamed of.
Peace.
stretchl15419:
"link", even.
Thanks to everyone who said something nice about the NYCurry pics.
I'm feeling really lonely tonight. Give me some love...
-Roxy
XOXOXO
I'm feeling really lonely tonight. Give me some love...
-Roxy
XOXOXO
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freyja__:
hope you're feeling better.
*HIGWARMHUGS*
(and some hot ones too.)
*HIGWARMHUGS*
(and some hot ones too.)
rawr_ima_monster:
smoochiesmoochie hugga-dub-Loooooooooooove.
there. there is your requested love, if that'll be all ma'am, I'll be on my way.
-HUGGGGGG,
Dave
there. there is your requested love, if that'll be all ma'am, I'll be on my way.
-HUGGGGGG,
Dave
I know, dearie.
It'll get better, I promise.
And call me if you need me.